Pleiadian Perspectives on Ascension – Mytria and Mytre’s Story
Recognition of Divine Complements
I am Mytria from the Violet Temple of Transmutation on Alcyone, Pleiades.
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I AM a higher expression of the one who is writing. I am here to remind all of you that you ALL have many higher expressions of your Multidimensional SELF in the fifth dimension and beyond. I encourage you all to allow your higher expression to communicate with you in whatever fashion best suits the personality of your present incarnation. Some of you will best communicate with words. Others will be guided by another creative expression such as music, dance, art, and athletics, working with nature, prayer and myriad other expressions of your innate creative force.
You will know when you are connected to your higher expression by the shift in your consciousness and the release of the constant demands of your ego. We, your expressions of SELF in higher frequencies of reality, are reaching out to you to assist you during your return to your true Multidimensional SELF. We remind you to trust that your imagination, your love-filled thoughts and emotions, sudden creative ideas, and fulfilling dreams are direct messages from your SELF. Since you all have myriad higher expressions of SELF, you my feel communications from many of us. Do not be confused by these many voices, as we are all connected in the ONE to draw you into your greater experience of SELF.
The Pleiadians and the Arcturians have been aligned in like-minded service for millions of your years. We also serve on Star Ships together. Therefore, as you look into your vast history of higher dimensional realities, if you find the Arcturians, you will likely find the Pleiadians, as well. The Arcturians remind you of the great power of your unconditional love and multidimensional light, whereas as we Pleiadians may remind you of your joy of living, dancing, singing, being with friends and experiencing inter-personal love relationships.
The Arcturians represents your tenacity to “stay the Path of Ascension,” and we remind you to dance, sing, create and love throughout your entire process. The Arcturians remind you of your deepest spiritual love, whereas we remind you to love life within every moment. Of course, both of our civilizations contain all the qualities that we have mentioned, but even Galactics have specialties. Furthermore, Arcturian realities resonate to the mid-fifth dimension and beyond where all thoughts, emotions and desires are instantly fulfilled. Since our Pleiadian world has ascended much more recently than Arcturus, we have taken on the honor of assisting you in creating your fifth dimensional, threshold society of New Earth.
Just as the Arcturians, Pleiadians, Sirians and members of the Ashtar Command are assisting you form the Galactic realms, the Lamurians are assisting from the core of Gaia, as well as from the core of your ancient memories. In order words, we have you covered from “above” and “below.” Of course, above and below are metaphorical terms, as we are both resonating to the fifth dimension and beyond. However, some of you will feel the need to align yourselves with the Lamurians, others with the Arcturians and others with the Pleiadians or the Sirians.
When you fully regain your multidimensional consciousness, you will no longer need to choose between your myriad Expressions of SELF, as you will be able to easily align yourself with ALL of us. Since we are aligned with each other, when you connect with any of us, you bonds with all of us. Furthermore, as you experience the first “recognition of your multidimensional nature, you will merge with as many higher dimensional expressions of your SELF as your consciousness can accept.
You see, dear ascending ones, there is NO end of you. Also, there is NO beginning of you. You are timeless energy signatures of multidimensional light and unconditional love that adheres to whichever versions of reality attracts you within the NOW of the ONE. Some realities are a short visit, but others are a commitment that encompasses many eons of experience. Some realities have “time,” in which you age and go through different cycles of life. On the other hand, some worlds are timeless, and you can “live” there until you decide to detach your consciousness from that matrix. Polarities are only known in the worlds ruled by time, as time creates separation, limitations and the extremes of polarity.
However, realities that resonate to the mid-fifth dimension and beyond function in no time. Hence, there is no aging, separations, limitation or extremes. Time-worlds are useful for learning many lessons quickly, but it is easy to forget your SELF and become trapped in that reality. Conversely, life in the mid-fifth dimension and beyond allows you to maintain the same form or signature frequency until you feel complete with that experience and decide to move on to your next adventure.
After many higher dimensional realities, you may want to have the challenge of a polarized world. On the other hand, after a long run in the polarized spectrum of the lower frequency adventures, you may wish to rest, rejuvenate, love, expand and spiritually expand in the higher worlds. What we are saying is that there is no GOOD worlds or BAD worlds. These judgments are confined to the time-based worlds of polarity. There are only choices of experience. Fortunately, since you are a multidimensional being, you can make many choices all within the same “time.” However, you will not be able to recognize this fact from a time-bound world.
Time-bound worlds force you to grow, whereas timeless worlds allow you to expand. Now, our dear returning ones, you are feeling complete with growing for a while and are ready to return to the more expansive versions of your SELF. When you have done so, the constant self-judgment, fear and struggle will be no more. Once you have chosen to return to your higher expressions of SELF, you will regain a freedom that was lost with your first physical incarnation.
However, in order to fully “return to SELF,” you must completely and unconditionally love, forgive and accept the YOU that you have chosen to express in your present incarnation. Please do not judge yourself that you have done some thing wrong or another thing right. These judgmental concepts only arise from the limitations of third dimensional thinking and are riddled with conditional love. Third dimensional thinking and love based on conditions bind you to the third dimension. In order to return to the timeless expressions of your SELF, you need to master your thoughts and emotions.
Many of our returning ones are asking, “What can I do to ascend.” To this question we respond, “Our dear returning ones, to break through the final illusions of your physical containment, think beyond time and love without condition. Once you can do that for yourself, you are FREE to truly assist others.
Mytria from Alcyone
RETURNING TO OUR MULTIDIMENSIONAL SELF
I am Mytria, Keeper of the Violet Flame on Alcyone, Pleiades,
And I am Mytre, Commander in the Ashtar Command
We are Divine Complements and are one of the higher expressions of this writer. We come to you as ONE being to speak with you of the joining of many Divine Complements as our beloved Earth comes into Her fifth dimensional expression. As you all know, Gaia and all Her inhabitants, is expanding Her frequency back into the fifth dimension and beyond. Hence, you, the ascending ones of Earth, will be re-connecting with the completeness of your male and female expressions by reuniting with your Divine Complements.
When you first entered the third dimension, you had to choose a gender, for Earth was a polarized reality. Therefore, it was necessary for your innate androgynous expression to choose a form of gender. Then, as you continued your many incarnations of physical Earth, you expressed yourself as either a man or a woman. Your Divine Complement has gone through the same process. Hence, both of you have had myriad incarnations of both male and female earth vessels. However, as you ascend into the fifth dimension, your polarity of form will no longer be necessary. Therefore, you can, if you choose, unite with the completeness of your androgynous, Multidimensional SELF.
In order for you to fully understand what we are about to say we ask that you read with your multidimensional thinking. We introduced our SELF as our two extremes of feminine and masculine expression. It is true that you have perceived higher dimensional beings in male or female forms, as some of us, especially Pleiadians, still enjoy holding a masculine or feminine form. However, we are always intimately connected with our Divine Complement. Since time and space do not exist in the fifth dimension in the same manner as in the physical world, one of us can be on our Homeworld and the other in a Starship traveling the Universe without feeling any sense of separation.
We can do so because we returned to our true, multidimensional nature when we ascended back to the fifth dimension. Thus, we can experience two or more realities within the same moment of the NOW. In other words, we experience our life as ONE being who is experiencing two, in fact many more than two, realities at once. It is because of this last sentence that we asked you to think multidimensionally. In fact, we have come to you at this time to assist you in thinking multidimensionally so that you can more easily understand and fully participate in your ever-ascending reality.
We will BE telling you some of our experiences of ascension when we Pleiadians returned to our fifth dimensional expression. Unlike our dear friends the Arcturians, we are a civilization that very much enjoys the expression of a form. The Arcturians ascended long before us, but we remained in continual contact, as our civilizations have been inter-twined for longer than your time could count. In fact, many of our ascending ones on Earth have higher expressions, and ongoing lives/experiences, in both the Pleiadian and Arcturian worlds.
The concepts of life and expression have the same meaning to a multidimensional being, as we do not need to “be born” and “die,” as you do on a physical reality. Instead, we choose to engage in a certain form/reality until we feel complete with that experience. Then, we merely exit that reality, but remember every experience of every reality in which we have participated. We know that this extent of memory seems impossible to your third dimensional thinking, but we assure you that is consistent with all life forms of the fifth dimension and beyond.
Those of you who are awakening to your higher expressions, which are only “higher” to the perception of your earth vessel, understand what we are saying. For those who have not—yet—had that experience, what we are saying likely seems impossible. However, we want to encourage you to release the concept of “impossible” from your thinking patterns, as you are about to enter into a new life in which impossible is probable. For example, many of you are meeting a grounded one, or a higher dimensional one, whom you believe to be your Divine Complement or Twin Flame.
In some cases, you are realizing that your Divine Complement is one whom you have been close to for many years. In other cases, you may have a chance meeting with some one that you know within your heart is you Complement. Sometimes you are able to enter into an intimate and lasting relationship with that person, but sometimes that person must leave your life for a reason that is difficult for you to accept. If the second example is the case, it is often because it is important that both of continue your Reason for Incarnation alone.
In this case, you are both creating a pyramid of ascension by maintaining your physical connection via your consciousness while you both focus on your already united SELF in the fifth dimension. If this is the case, it is because you both made that choice before you took your present form. From your timeless state in the fifth dimension, a mere lifetime of separation was insignificant in comparison to the contribution that you would give to Gaia by anchoring your joint consciousness with each other and with your fifth dimensional unified expressions.
In fact, most of the sacrifices that our ascending ones have had to make were chosen before birth to either awaken you to your SELF and/or to assist with Planetary Ascension. As you continue to return to your timeless, multidimensional thinking, the hardships of your life so far will be erased from your memory. Only that which you have learned from these hardships is of importance to your ascension process. Hence, as a benefit of participating in Gaia’s ascension, you will find that fear-based experiences will begin to disappear from your memory.
These fear-based experiences will become similar to a bad tasting medicine you had to take. You did not enjoy the medicine, but you are happy that it made you well. In the same manner, your past hardships where chosen by your Multidimensional SELF to assure that unfinished business that had lowered your consciousness for myriad lifetimes, be resolved and released. Now that you have become the Victor of many of your past experiences of victimization, you can understand what we are saying.
To become trapped in the past is to become trapped in time. And, to become trapped in time is to become trapped in the third/fourth dimension. Therefore, you have chosen to write in some unpleasant experiences into your Birth Contract to force yourself to forget the pain and suffering and move on to create a new, better life. You see, dear ascending ones, what you are doing within your personal release of time and all its problems, is vital to assist Gaia to free Her from Her myriad fear-based experiences of “raising” humanity.
Of all Her children, humanity was the most challenging. Her plants and animals never forgot that they were a component of Her form. However, humanity was so intent on gaining power-over others that they even chose to conquer the very form, which allowed them to experience incarnation. We wish to tell you that Gaia is so happy that so many of Her humans have found their power-within and no longer need to experience power-over. In fact, as the darkness/fear is being released by Humanity, Her frequency is rising beyond the resonance of a fear-based realty.
We, along with Gaia, remind you again that the most important contribution you can give to Planetary Ascension is to REFUSE to participate in any form of fear. This includes all forms of anger and sorrow. This request is one that we could not ask of our ascending ones until your moment of the NOW. With the Eclipse, the return of dear Venus to our Pleiades, Venus’s journey between Sun and Earth and the myriad other Solar and Universal energy patterns entering Earth, our ascending ones MUST release that which is over in order to embrace that which is commencing.
We, the members of your Galactic Family, are HERE to assist your NOW!
Mytria/Mytre of the Pleiades
TWO REALITIES AT ONCE
Greetings from Mytria/Mytre and our Arcturian friends,
We would like to take you on a multidimensional journey. Please, just relax and enjoy the ride while we guide you in an exercise to assist you to remember your true, multidimensional nature…
Begin by seeing yourself aboard our Starship, Athena. There are many Pleiadians and Arcturians on this Ship working as ONE to assist humanity and Gaia with the great transition. Imagine yourself in a Corridor of the Ship. Now, walk over to the wall and touch it to connect with the life force of the Ship. You can feel that the Ship is happy to assist and guide you on your journey. Yes, the Ship itself will guide you, for it is a living being.
As you connect with the Ship, many memories flash into your awareness. These memories are multidimensional in that they are of experiences you have had as your fifth dimensional SELF. Close you eyes so that you can more easily allow these memories to enter into your physical brain.
Imagine these memories as pictures and feelings as you:
Look down to your feet and see what you have on them…
Look at your legs. What do they look like and what is covering them…
Look at what you are wearing…
Look at your hands and your arms…
Now that you have grounded your Essence in this reality:
See yourself embracing old comrades from your many visits to this ship…
Feel how their greeting warms your heart…
Notice how they encircle you and welcome you back from your “away mission”…
Hear their voices and look into their eyes…
Reach out to touch them and feel their touch on you…
Most of them have also extended their consciousness into one of their earth-bound expressions and are eager for that component of their beingness to return. It is well known that your Mission on Earth is not yet complete and that this meeting is only a visit. However, in-between visits you spend much of your leisure time imagining a reality that seems so distant from your earth life, yet it will not totally leave your memory. This memory is a blessing, and feels like letters from home when you are far away. In fact, your Earth life is quite similar to a “tour of duty.” However, this tour of duty will last for the duration of your Mission.
When you first began to awaken, you could only long for that which was missing. Gradually, that longing forced you to go deep within to find the answers that were invisible to your physical world. Now you have found many answers and are sharing them with others. Fortunately, there are more and more “others” with whom you can be open. In fact, openly being your SELF is an important part of your Mission. However, you do not wish to think about Earth right now, for you are temporarily home.
When the time-bound thought of “temporarily” enters your mind, your vision of being on the Ship fades. Instantly, you close your eyes to regain your connection with your higher expressions of reality. You focus intently on the feeling of the Ship’s wall. It feels almost like skin, not in texture, but because it feels alive. The memory of “things” being without life in your 3D world floods into your awareness and the hall begins to fade again. You focus intently on the feeling of the living wall and slowly maintain your connection to this higher dimensional reality.
While holding that image firmly in your awareness, you ponder how your physical form will ever contain this multidimensional awareness. Fortunately, you refuse to participate in doubt. You focus on the FACT that different frequencies of reality feel different. Your physical world has stark contrasts. “Things” have edges and hard boundaries and walls are hard and without life. However, as you take a moment to partially open your eyes, you can see a faint emanation from every “thing” that you once thought of as non-living. In fact, as you look across the room, you see a vague emanation form the wall. Your eyes drift to a plant, a person or an animal to see how their emanation is much stronger.
As you look at the wall of your physical room, you see the overlay of the wall in the Starship, and you gradually return your awareness to the Starship. However, instead of trying to ignore your physical world while you travel inter-dimensionally, you hold BOTH worlds in your ever-expanding multidimensional consciousness. First, with your eyes partially open, you look around your area to see the many auras and/or electrical emanations. You “SAVE” that image to your mind, and close your eyes, maintaining the image.
Now, see the Starship again. You are still alone in the corridor with your hand on the wall, and you hold that image as well. Now, close your physical eyes to block out your physical world and open your Third-eye to perceive your fifth dimensional world…
Next, maintaining the image of your hand on the Starship’s wall, open your eyes to your 3D world—BUT keep your awareness of the Starship active in your consciousness by keeping your Third Eye open…
Finally, with your physical eyes open to your physical world, maintain an opened Third Eye in your fifth dimensional world…
This exercise is how we, the Pleiadians, began our ascension into the fifth dimension. We had Starship travel before our ascension, but we also had many wars and conflicts. However, we began to tire of conflicts and battle. We are by nature a gentle people and would much prefer to dance, sing, create art, enjoy our friends and engage in amorous activities. The harshness of competition, battle and conflict hurt our Souls and lowered our frequency.
Then we found our home in the Pleiadian System. The Pleiades, also known as the “Seven Sisters,” is a cluster of young stars. Barely 100 million years ago, during the age of dinosaurs on Earth, the Pleiadian System was formed from a collapsing cloud of interstellar gas. The biggest and brightest members of our System are blue-white and even the faintest stars in our cluster are about 40 times more luminous than your Sun. The star Alcyone is about 100 times brighter than your Sun.
Finding our new home was the first real safety we had experienced since we had left Lyra. As soon as we arrived here, we knew that we could develop a life that was akin to the callings of our Soul. Therefore, our dear ascending ones, we know how extremely difficult it has been for you to begin and go through your ascension process while you are living in a war zone. In fact, we literally understand your feelings, for many of us have taken an Earthly incarnation to assist the ascension from the body of Gaia.
We Pleiadians have enjoyed many incarnations/visits on Earth. We say “incarnations/visits” for we only experienced our lives there as incarnations before we ascended into the higher frequencies. Now we perceive our earthly forms as visits, log-ins, or choices to experience being on third dimensional Earth. Also, many of us have volunteered to share our emanation with our grounded expression to over-light their choice to incarnate on ascending Gaia. Now that we resonate to multidimensional consciousness, we can constantly experience our life in our home world, on our Starship and in a physical form within the same NOW of the ONE. Except, of course, our grounded expressions are often unaware of the other realities that are running parallel to their physical self.
It is the return of your multidimensional perceptions that marks your conscious return Home to your higher expressions of SELF. Therefore, we encourage our beloved human brothers and sisters to remember that they are NOT and have NEVER been trapped on Earth. Only a very small segment of your Multidimensional SELF is living the experience of your physical earth vessel. However, that earth vessel has been closed to all multidimensional input until very recently in your “time.” As you return to your SELF, you will find great comfort in returning to your home world, your Starship and your higher dimensional Temples. These visits will gradually become similar to “going home” after a long day of work.
When you go to work, you do not expect that your house will leave while you are away. In the same manner, your higher expression of SELF does not disappear because you are placing your primary attention on your physical reality. Learning to simultaneously contain more than one experience of reality in your consciousness is the basis of returning to your Multidimensional SELF. At first, you will only be able to have one “primary” reality at a “time,” but as you release your attachment to time, you will find that you can hold more than one reality as an on-going experience. Begin by living two realities at once and have your “other” reality be of one of your fifth dimensional expressions of SELF.
As you practice this skill in your daily life, it will become easier and easier. Also, the 97% of your DNA that has been turned off since the fall of Atlantis or before is constantly being turned on by the higher light. As you consciously remember to connect the experiences of your Multidimensional SELF with your daily, physical reality, you will merge your Third Dimensional Operating System with your Multidimensional Operating System. Once these two systems are merged, you can allow your third dimensional perceptions to expand into multidimensional perceptions.
Remember, the reality that you perceive, is the reality that you live.
We shall return, for we are always with you in a higher frequency,
Alcyone and Ashtar Command
THE BEGINNINGS OF OUR ASCENSION
Dear Mytria and Mytre,
We speak with you now about the beginnings of our ascension.
Once we arrived at our new home in the Pleiades, we were finally free of war and fighting. With this freedom from fear, we could hope for a better life. We Pleiadians are so involved with our Earth Family because we totally understand the state of mind of many of you. We know how it feels to be offered hope of a new life and not be totally sure that we could trust this possibility. How could we take the risk that life could be filled with peace and calm when there had been so much war and disruption?
In fact, it took us several generations, which are longer than yours as we live much longer, to settle into the concept of the freedom to choose peace, love, happiness and joy. We understand how our dear Earth Family must decide to choose to live the hope that appears to be before you. After all, you have lived in illusion for myriad incarnation, so what if you believe in yet another illusion? At least this possible illusion is filled with multidimensional light and unconditional love. After living many years, and many lives, in darkness and fear, how can you turn away from hope?
It was the same for us. Also, we were very busy building a new life for ourselves, just as you will soon be doing. The building of our new world kept us occupied, however, the challenges of creating a new society were an ongoing challenge. For generations, we had traveled from place to place and lived entire lifetimes on Starships. Hence, our society was based on a smaller world. On the other hand, we did have long periods in which we were planet bound, but we kept running into the same issue, again and again. We would find peace, then “they”—usually the Dracs—would find us, and the fighting would begin again.
Even though we appeared to be hidden away, there was little security as we had found “safe havens” before, only to be invaded again. Because of our many dashed hopes, we had become attached to a sense of victimization. We felt as if we had little control over the outcome of our lives, our homes and our society. Do you see why we are coming to assist our Earth Family? We are your ancestors, and we know that we are responsible for the example that we set for those who we left behind. Yes, we did abandon many of you in our constant search to find security.
Somehow, through the process of creating a new reality and having freedom from fear and victimization, we realized that what we had accused others of doing to us, we ourselves had done to others. In other words, in order to change our reality we had to change our self. Specifically, we had to change our state of consciousness. We had felt like “prey” for so long that we had forgotten the damage that we had done to beloved Gaia, who had offered us a safe home. If we did not change, and we had to do so very quickly, we would do to our new world what we had once done to Earth.
We had left our home world of Lyra to find peace, but we did not have peace within. We had fear. Finally, we were learning that we could only create in our reality what we held in our hearts and minds. This information was very difficult for us to accept. When a society is based on war and victimization for a very long time, it becomes very difficult to find the enemy within. Only those of us who had a spiritual connection could begin to look into our own darkness. Fortunately, that was enough to turn the tide of our creations.
Those of us who had remembered our connection to Spirit, began to go inside ourselves to ask for forgiveness for what we had done to others. Amazingly, we all got the same answer, but in different words. The message that we got was, “You must forgive your self in order to accept forgiveness from another.” It was one thing to ask forgiveness of our Spirit, but another thing to ask our selves for forgiveness. First, we had to decide exactly what we needed to forgive ourselves for. We began to gather in small groups to find the answer to this question.
Fortunately, our group energy allowed us to go back into the history of our civilization in a detached fashion. Once we realized what we had done to others, we sought the answers as to why we had done these things. We realized that our sense of feeling victimized give us permission to perceive others as an enemy without adequate proof. Because of this decision making process, we had attacked without trying to talk and abandoned without trying to heal.
This realization was a vital realization, as it became a basis of our society. Once we found that our actions were based on fear, we saw that we had gone against the very core of nature, which we had thought has been based on love and acceptance. Therefore, now we needed to go back into our history and re-do our mistakes within our consciousness so that our new, habitual responses could be changed. Therefore, we reviewed our past to discern what decisions were made from a fearful stance and which decisions were based on correct perceptions of our “enemies.” After we determined which were our fearful decisions, we re-considered how we could have used communication and healing instead.
We were able to discern situations with the Service-to-Self enemies in which we responded with powerful tactics and the situations in which we became afraid and ran or attached without adequate thought. Going over our past, allowed us to gain the lessons that were hidden in our “mistakes” and the wisdom that we gained from our effective choices. Once we brought this information back to our people, it became easier for them to uncover their own guilt, anger and fear. Once others experienced and released their emotions, they, too, felt a need to go inside and confer with their Spirit.
First our communications with Spirit were mostly individual, but gradually small groups began to gather to release the old and feel the blessings of Spirit. The groups felt so full of Spirit that they wanted to show their joy by dancing, singing, painting, writing and many other creative expressions. The joy of expressing our creativity released a dark cloud from our consciousness that we forgotten was there.
Suddenly, our fear and sense of victimization was gone. We were too busy creating a new life to think about fear. Since more and more of us were developing an intimate relationship with Spirit, we could surrender protection of our world and society to Spirit. We also released that service to those who discovered that protecting others was their greatest expression of creativity.
We were finally settling into our new home and expanding our Galactic Duties when we began to discover a small voice within. We had started the next phase of our ascension without ever knowing that our process had even begun.
We are with you always, for we share your Spirit,
THE INNER VOICE
Beloveds, we, Mytria/Mytre, have returned to continue our story.
We left off with the call of a small inner voice tickling our consciousness. After such a long time of moving, establishing, fighting and leaving we had lost most of desire for deep inner contemplation that had once been our keynote. Now, with peace and calm entering our lives again, we were returning to our SELF.
But, who was that voice that so many of us were hearing? Was it our Spirit in a more tangible manner, or was it a version of the SELF to whom we were returning? Some of us were too busy with their daily lives to place too much attention on these questions. On the other hand, those of a feminine, introspective expression, such as Mytria, could not ignore the questions or the inner voice. Therefore, Mytria will tell her story, as we were two people then. In fact, we had not even met.
I was among the ones who first banned together to connect with our Spirit, so the inner voice was not small to me. In fact, my inner voice constantly haunted me and would give me no rest. I could not sleep and ate only for survival. Therefore, I became increasingly tired and, eventually, sick. However, none of the healers could determine the cause of my inability to sleep, extreme sensitivity to food, aching joints, dizziness and confusion. They assumed it was because I was exhausted and recommended that I return home to rest.
However, sleep would not come. I tossed and turned and kept my housemates awake with my constant shuffling around and groaning. Finally, they came to me as one unit and suggested that I spend some time in one of the new Temples that were being created. Their suggestion brought the first inner peace I had felt since the inner voice began giving me instructions, which seemed impossible to understand. In fact, it was not until the moment of my beloved friend’s suggestion that I realized that I had actually been receiving instructions.
Unfortunately, these instructions were in a language that I could only receive in pictures, metaphors, emotions and disassociated thoughts. Perhaps one of the Elders who were establishing the Temples could assist me. I was barely an adult, only about 70 of your years. (As I said, we live much longer than you.) I had spent most of my life on a Star Ship, as I was born in-between our different planetary homes. Nonetheless, since I grew up with all the stories and was naturally VERY empathic, I felt as though I had lived through each planetary experience.
In fact, I was told that I had been with them then, as my life seemed to run in a sequence of constant birth, death, birth, death and birth again. As a child, I remembered these lives as clearly as I remembered what I had done the day before. However, when I became an adolescent I wanted to create a NEW version of myself rather than live what appeared to be a long sequence of the same version of life over and over again.
Perhaps, my confusion and dizziness was because all my other lives were coming back to me, and all at once. Every life seemed to be telling me the same thing and leading me to the same destination. However, I could not understand what I was being told or where I was being led. I desperately needed guidance.
Unfortunately, because our Temples were still under construction, we had to set an appointment to talk with someone and wait for an opening. I will not use segments of years, months or days, as we counted time very differently than you do. I will just say that I was forced to wait—and suffer—for what appeared to me to be a very long time.
However, my housemates had made it quite clear that I was being a disruptive influence to our unit. They had all found their positions in creating our new life and worked day and night towards that end. I, on the other hand, had not found that which my inner voice was guiding me towards and was riddled with fearful emotions because of my inner confusion. I decided that I should go into Nature and spend my time alone in the beautiful surroundings of our new, planetary home.
Consequently, the next morning before dawn, I grabbed a small “portable dwelling,” which was similar to your “tents,” packed some staples and simple cookware and took off into the woods. I had no idea where I was going or what I was going to do, but as I left my message for my housemates as to my destination, I felt a brief, very brief, moment of peace. Then I quietly left, closing the door on my first experience of a planetary home.
Since I had grown up visiting new planets, moons and asteroids, my survival skills in an unknown terrain were excellent. I never thought for a moment that I would be in any danger. Besides that, I had always had an attachment to the land of any area that we visited. In fact, it was my guidance, along with others, that assisted us to find this beautiful world of abundance and peace. Now, I had no idea where I was going, by I was a born navigator and knew I could return to our small village when it was time for my appointment.
I walked all day before I found a sheltered place where I could put up my dwelling. With my dwelling constructed, I sat down to eat some of the simple food that I had quietly packed. I only brought enough food for a few meals, as I did not want to take from my dear friends. Besides, I was quite confident that I could live off the land. As I ate, looking out into the ever-darkening sky, I felt calmer than I had been since my inner voice had started screaming in my mind. The food actually tasted good, and I enjoyed every bite. Surely, this was a sign that I had made the right choice…
To the contrary, I woke up to the first storm we had experienced since we landed on this planet. I awoke clutching a small blanket and realized that my dwelling had blown away and my eating utensils where scattered all over the area. Some of them I never found. I had wanted an adventure, but I got a bit more than I had counted on. I knew better than to walk around in a storm, so I took what I could gather and huddled under the lip of an overhanging rock.
As I sat against the rock I mused. I had walked since before dawn and only stopped when it grew dark. Then, I stayed up until late watching the new star systems in the night sky. I can only imagine it was because I was so tired that I did not see any of the warning signs for this huge storm. And, why did I not wake up sooner? Perhaps I had lived in a village too long, and I had lost touch with nature. It definitely appeared that I had lost touch with my self.
Since the stars were now invisible, and they were the form of navigation that I had learned on the Star Ship, I had to stay put until storm ended and the skies had cleared. Only the great fatigue that I had been suffering for many rotations of our moons, could allow me to fall asleep in the midst of a huge storm. I do not know how long I slept, if it was actually sleep, as my mind was seeing that which had up until now evaded me. I remember repeatedly saying in my night body, “I must remember this dream.”
I awoke to a beautifully clear day with that thought in my mind. However, I could not remember the dream. I only had the same flitting images that had been haunting me since the voice began. However, the dream seemed to place these images in a sequence, which—of course—I could not remember. A great light that was shinning on my body, drying my clothes and warming the rock had awakened me. I was lying back against the rock that had offered me shelter from the storm when something caught my attention. When I looked more closely, I saw that the rock glistened as if a million small stars were embedded within it.
I had been to many planets and seen many landscapes, but I had never seen a rock like this before. I decided that since the storm had brought me here, I would stay here, against this rock for as long as necessary. However, what was left of my food was gone, so I had to remember my empathic skills of finding water and “knowing” what was edible. It was these innate abilities that had brought me purpose on the Star Ship, a purpose that I had lost since we had settled into our new world. The water was found, the food was located, the night skies were mapped and I was—useless.
Perhaps that is one of the reasons why I had been having so much difficulty. I had not found my place within our society. I was too young to serve in the Temples and too old to sit around, which is what I had been doing. No wonder my housemates had tired of my presence. With the thought of my inability to find my “place” I drifted off into sleep—or was it a deep meditation?
We shall return and Mytria will continue her story,
THE SACRED ROCK
MYTRIA CONTINUES HER STORY:
I appeared to awake, only to see my physical form hunched against a huge rock, clutching a few possessions. As I looked at my physical self I could see how her inner conflict had robbed her of her beauty and made her body overly thin and pale. In fact, I could see how she was very sick and in great need of healing. However, it was not her body that was ill, it was her mind. I went over to her sleeping form and touched her head. Instantly, the look on her face relaxed and her breathing became long and rhythmic. Now, it was safe for me to leave her.
I, the part of her SELF with whom she has not, yet, connected, recognized the rock immediately. The rock was a Sacred Rock, a Portal into the realms of the higher frequencies of reality within the planet. I stood before the rock and allowed my spiritual essence to breathe into it, as a toned with my etheric voice. Slowly the Sacred Rock began to glow brighter and brighter. Gradually, a circular pattern began to glow inside the small area that served as a roof for my physical form.
The circular pattern pulled in my breath and beckoned me to tone louder and louder. My voice did not awaken my sleeping form as it was unheard by her physical ears. However, the Rock heard me, and the Portal responded by opening. My etheric essence flowed into the Portal, which transported me into the Heart of the planet. Within this Heart were many other etheric forms that also had physical forms on the surface.
One of these etheric ones was of a male essence. We were instantly drawn to each other, and when we touched it was as though we merged. We were quite happy with this degree of intimacy. In fact, without words, we let each other know that our joining felt natural and extremely nurturing. Then, our attention was drawn away from each other as a huge being of Light entered the Circle, which we had not realized we had formed. We both recognized him/her as an Arcturian.
The Arcturian stepped into the Center of our Circle and reached out an arm of light to introduce a beaming Light of somewhat humanoid form. This Being was of a feminine energy pattern, and she introduced herself as the Elohim for Alcyone. Even though I had never heard that word, Alcyone, I instantly knew it was the name of the planet. I will endeavor to repeat what she expressed. I did not know that my physical self could not have understood these words, as they were in the Light Language that has evaded her so far.
ELOHIM ALCYONE SPEAKS:
“Beloved etheric representations of my new human family,
I welcome you to enjoy the beauty and fertility of my planetary form. The Arcturian and I have been sending messages into the consciousness of those who could hear us. You are now here in your etheric form, as your dense bodies cannot make this journey. The one whose form is known as Mytria has discovered my “front door,” and the rest of you are here while your physical forms are meditating or sleeping.
The Arcturian and I wish to tell you that you are on the cusp of a great opportunity, for my planet is about to become a Sun. If you can maintain a deep heart connection to me while I make my transition, you can join me in your multidimensional expression of form. Once, you have gained that form you can wear whatever frequency of body that suits your needs. You will loose nothing by this alteration and will gain a great deal.
However, the process of this transmutation is not for the weak of heart, the lazy or those who lack the quality of deep commitment. It was no accident that you have arrived on my physical body, as I have chosen you to be my Keepers. The Arcturians and I have watched you for many of your generations and have constantly been within your consciousness since you first landed here.
We have sent an open call to those who are willing to assist me in my transition. In return, I will assist you. The Arcturians will assist us both, as passing through the Corridor of physicality and into the higher realms is their Cosmic Service. We wish you to look around at the etheric form of those in this meeting, for YOU are the ones who have shown the greatest dedication and commitment to creating a new reality based on multidimensional light and unconditional love.
You will likely forget whom you see here now, as that is by design. We want you all to connect as ONE Light-force within your etheric body and to ground your personal and group commitment into my body when you return to your daily life. When you meet each other in your physical realm, you will feel a certain twinge in your heart and recognition in your mind. However, you will not know each other as you see each other now until the transformation of my body has been completed.
I thank you for finding your way here. I deeply appreciate it, as I have seen the difficult initiations that you have all completed in order to find your way to this gathering. You are my Protectors and the Keepers of my Flame. I KNOW that you shall find your way to next gathering, and we will meet again at the completion of our ascension.
Until then, know that I AM forever within and about you. I AM the planet upon which you stand, from which you eat, drink and bathe. I AM the land that gives you a home, the water that is vital for your life force and the fire that warms your homes and ignites your passion for life. I AM the air that you breathe and the skies through which you will fly your ever-transforming Star Ships.
I welcome you to my Planet, soon to be a Sun.
I welcome you to MY body and Soul.
We, the Arcturians, and myself are in constant communication with you. As I leave this Circle, the Arcturians will give a personal message to each of you. Therefore, line up one-by-one to accept your personal message.
I will not leave you, for I AM within you!”
As the Elohim Alcyone said the last sentence, her light disbursed in every direction. It went into the ceiling of our Inner Cave, into the walls, the floor, the many alcoves and into the etheric form of each of us. For a moment, I felt in complete unity with the Planet, and complete unity with the stranger with whom I has mysteriously connected. However, the light of the Elohim told us, “not yet,” and our connection was severed.
We were almost embarrassed as we lined up for our personal message. He allowed me to stand before him, and I felt as if my heart was broken. What was that connection? Who was that person? Last, but not least, would I ever meet him again?
Merging of Divine Complements
I am embarrassed to say that I vividly remembered the feeling of the merging with the male etheric form to the tiniest detail, but I could not remember my personal message from The Arcturian. Was I that desperate for love that I would disrespect the message that was given me directly from an Arcturian? Fortunately, I did not ponder that question when I first awoke. I was too weak. My etheric form had stayed out of my body for too long, and my body was going into shock.
I experienced two realities at once. I felt my etheric body desperately trying to get back into my physical shell, and I also felt my weak, cold and semi-conscious physical form try to accept its spirit. I was not dreaming or even meditating. I had a high fever and my body was turning blue. I was barely breathing and I was very, very cold.
I pulled myself into a tight a ball and pushed against the rock in an urgent and futile attempt to find warmth. I kept loosing consciousness, coming back, than passing out again. It would soon be dark, and the nights were very cold here.
I don’t know if I was conscious or unconscious when I saw a beautiful Lady of Light. She was huge and looked as though she was made of clouds and stars. I called to her to help me as she floated towards me. I don’t know if the next memory was real or a hallucination, but she floated right past me and into the rock against which I was leaning.
Blessed warmth seemed to stream from where she entered the rock, and I heard a haunting lyrical tone in my mind. Some how I found the strength to crawl towards the place where the Light Being entered the rock. I was so weak that I had to hold on to the rock to stand up, but when I did so, I feel through a slit, or was it the vortex, and into a dark cave. It was warm, and I heard running water as I fell off to sleep.
I don’t know how long I slept, but I do remember stirring to drink some water, then go back to sleep. After a while, I discovered some fungus growing by the water. I brought a piece of it to my nose and lips and sensed that it was fine to eat. I took just a few bites, then fell back to sleep, completely full.
Finally, I woke up feeling restless and saw what looked like a beam a light. Holding on to the wall of the cave to rise and to walk, I followed the beam of light to its source, which was the mouth of the cave. The air was clear and warm, and I felt better than I had in a long time. I had almost forgotten my “dream, meditation and/or vision,” but I remembered that the planet was beautiful and fertile.
I dozed in the Sun until hunger stirred me to find some edible plants or roots. The water that ran through the cave gathered in a small pond that was surrounded by plants. I recognized several plants as edible and found my one remaining bowl, filled it with water and drank while I ate the plants. When it grew cold, I went back into the cave to sleep. I’m not sure how long I lived like this, for I was so deep within my self that I often did not note the passage of days.
I lived in the now of nature. I ate when I was hungry, drank when I was thirsty, moved when I was stiff and slept when I was tired. I was outside when the weather permitted and in the cave when it was cold, raining or dark. However, sometimes I stayed up very late or got up very early to memorize stars and constellations. Then, when I was stronger, I began to wander the land to map that, as well.
I grew healthier every day and sleep soundly every night. My dreams were very vivid, but I usually forgot them in the light of day. I did not try to hold them in my memory. In fact, I did not “try” to DO anything. I lived with the land, looked up into the sky, soaked in the pond and rummaged for food. On day I found two rocks that created a spark when struck again each other, and I was able to make a fire.
In order for me to move forward into my greater expression of self, I went backward into the primitive elements of survival. After a while, even the memory of my merging with the male was lost from my memory. I could not think about what had happened before or what would happen next. I lived every breath in calm serenity. I think I could have lived my entire life that way, until I met him.
I had traveled very far that day and had found a wonderful lake with a waterfall and a lovely place to dive into the deep water. After my small pond, it was exhilarating to dive, swim and stand beneath the waterfall. I was having such a delightful time that I did not notice that night was approaching. Finally, I looked up and realized that I must hurry back to the cave. I climbed out of the water and was walking quickly toward the direction of my cave when I ran directly into someone.
I could not see his face in the dim light, but I knew instantly that it was him! It was the male with whom I had merged in the cave. But now he was physical, and so was I.
When we return, Mytre will speak of his early awakening.
“Where have your been?” I spoke gruffly, perhaps to cover up the intensity of emotion that I felt at her very touch. “Your friends are concerned for you and sent me to find you.” I said in a softer voice.
“How do you know that I am the one you seek?” she replied with a resonance in her voice that instantly calmed my demeanor.
“I am sorry I was so gruff with you. It is just that I have been searching for you such a very long time. How did you get lost way out here?”
“I am not lost. I live close by.”
“Live?” I said trying to control my intense emotions. “There is no where to live out here.”
“Follow me,” she said. “I will show you my home.”
She walked away, and I followed her without question. We walked through almost total darkness, but never hesitated. As I followed her strangely familiar form, I became more and more enchanted by her. Who was she? Why did I feel like I knew her? I had never had these feeling for anyone in my life, and I had barely seen her face.
We walked for quite a while in total silence, while I tried to contain my emotions and see in the darkness. The moons had not come up yet and the sky was hazy, yet her every step was sure as if she had made this journey many times. Meanwhile, I was trying to maintain my dignity and not trip or fall. I, who took such pride in being a leader, followed her every footstep.
As if timed by some unseen source, the moons came up just as we came around a huge rock and entered a small area filled with flowers, plants, a small pond and even flat rocks that were arranged like chairs. How did she move those rocks? However, I said nothing. I did not want to embarrass myself again by speaking rashly. However, obviously, she was NOT lost, and I had greatly misjudged her.
“It is getting cold now. Would you like to come inside?” she said as if she totally trusted me.
“Ahh, yes,” I stammered in a very undignified manner.
“Let me start a fire, so you can see inside,” she said as she moved to a collection of rocks that created a small fire pit just outside the cave in a small, sheltered area. She collected some kindling and what looked like moss, struck two stones together, and instantly a small flame ignited the kindling. She had obviously lit this fire many times. Then she took, what looked like a grid and placed it onto the rocks.
“I will make some tea to warm us.” She easily said.
“You have tea?” I said in a rudely, surprised manner.
“Oh yes,” she said as she guided me into the cave where I saw many herbs hanging upside down to dry.
“Where did you find these?” I asked, again in a voice that was too surprised.
She ignored my rude behavior and turned towards me to reply. However, when our eyes met in the flickering light, neither one of us could speak for what seemed to be forever. It was she who spoke first.
“I know you,” she said without any shyness.
“Yes.” was all I could say. I did know her, but I also knew I had never met her.
She turned again and chose some herbs, broke them up, put them into a small metal pan. She filled the pan with water from the clear creak the trickled through the cave and placed the pan on the grid.
“Would you like honey?” she said.
“You have honey?”
She smiled in response to my question.
“Ahh, sure.” I stammered again.
Rather than embarrass myself further, I looked around the small cave to get my bearings and to calm down. I could not believe my eyes. She had, indeed, created a home here, and she appeared to be alone.
“Do you live alone here?”
“Oh no! I am not alone. I live with Nature.”
I glanced around her home again. Off to the right I saw what was likely her begging. It looked old and well used.
“Yes, I see that you do. I am sorry for my rudeness. I have greatly underestimated you. I expected to find you, wounded, or worse, and in great danger. Instead, I see that you have created a lovely home. How did you do all this?”
“I asked the Great Mother for help.” She said, as if I would know what that meant.
“The Great Mother?”
“Yes, you know the Elohim Alcyone whom we met in the Core.”
“But, that was just a dream. How could you know about my dream?”
In fact, I was quite surprised that the “dream” instantly returned to my memory.
She chose to completely ignore my question and turned to create a small meal comprised of food that I had never seen. She took two half-gourds, which she used for plates and guided me to a small ledge. In front of the ledge with a small table made of intertwined twigs that served as a table.
In complete amazement, I sat where she indicated and silently watched while she put the plates on the “table” and went to gather the tea.
“I am afraid I only have one cup. Do you mind if we share?”
I silently nodded my head in amazement, as she handed me the tea.
“Oh,” she said as she walked over to another ledge where she had a small metal container. She brought it back and offered it to me saying,
“Would you like some of this honey?”
Again I silently nodded, as she poured a small amount of the sweet liquid into the steaming tea.
“Please eat,” she said and offered me my plate.
“I don’t want to be rude,” I said—to late—as I had already been incredibly rude, “but how did you know that these plants are not poisonous?”
“They told me.” She simply replied.
“Uh, how did they tell you?” I questioned.
“I merely smelled them and placed them on my heart. If they were poisonous, I felt fear, and if they were nutritious, I felt love.”
“But wasn’t that dangerous? What if you were wrong?”
“I trusted my self, and I trusted Nature.”
I said nothing more. I shared the delicious tea and ate the tasty plants. I guess if she could trust me enough to bring me into her home, I could trust her enough to eat her food. Trust? I pondered that concept, as I tried to think of the last time that I had trusted anyone.
Mytria’s awakening happened before we met, whereas my awakening started that evening. Everything that had been important in my life seemed unimportant compared to the simple peace that she shared with me that first night. I had been driven by ambition and trusted no one in my struggle to become a leader and Protector in our new world.
Interestingly, so many people trusted me, but I trusted no one. However, I did trust her. I ate her possibly poisonous food and drank her tea of an unknown “herb” without hesitation. In fact, as I sat on that small ledge, I knew that my life had changed forever. I would never be the same person again, which was a good thing. I had not been too fond of myself lately.
As if reading my mind, she looked into my eyes and said, “I was nearly dead when I came here. The Mother has healed me and has given me a wonderful life.”
She then took the plates and our one-cup and went outside to wash them. I said nothing, and didn’t even offer to help her. I had come here to save her, but it was apparent that it was she who would save me.
I, Mytre, will return to continue my story…
We slept together in the small alcove with her worn bedding. However, she had put something underneath it, and it was incredible warm and soft. She slept as sounding and sweetly as a baby. I, of course, slept very little at all. First, my mind would not stop. Everything that I had ever believed in, all the structure, lessons, discipline and obedience that I had grown up with had been revealed as the old paradigm for my past life.
As l lay there with her warm body next to mine, in fact, VERY close to mine, I knew that I was changed forever. I had no idea what I had changed into, but I was positive that the “me” I used to be had died a sudden death. As I lay in the warm, darkness with the sent of her body filling my heart, I reviewed my life. I was born to a military family. There was no choice as to what I would do. Of course, I would be a military person. It was our family’s legacy to protect our world, our way of life.
However, since we came to this planet, our reality had vastly changed. For the first time in my life, which was about 90 of your years, making me a young adult, I did not KNOW what my life would be. Before our people were able to “let our guard down” and feel safe in our new home, I had an important contribution. However, as I saw others settling down and totally changing their perspective on life, I held strongly to the indoctrination that I had had since birth.
Maybe I was a unique person, and maybe I could find a unique experience of life that was different from all the generations of our proud and brave heritage? That kind of thinking had been hidden in my brain since I was a small child. Since then, I had never allowed those thoughts to come to the surface. Then, I literally ran into a woman, experienced her entirely unique experience of life. It was than that those hidden; childhood thoughts began prying their way to the surface.
How could I possibly push aside all that I had stood for, all that I thought defined me a powerful man, and all that I thought I had loved? Now, in one very long night, I had become a totally different person. However, I did not know this new person, so I had no idea of who I was or what I would do. I only knew that I could not go back to our village in this state of confusion.
As if she had heard my thoughts, Mytria rolled over to face me with opened eyes and smiled. Now there was no question. Not only could I not return to a life that had become barren of meaning, I could not leave that smile.
Mytria quietly got up and started her small fire. I watched as she put water in her small pan to make OUR tea, then went outside, likely to wash. Without her next to me, I felt lonely. How could that be? I had just met her, but felt like we had always been together.
While she was gone, I went to my pack and got my communication device. However, it did not work here. Perhaps it is the cave, I thought as I rose to go outside to use it. Before she even turned around, she said, “Your device won’t work here. There is an etheric shield around this area, and no technology works here. Believe me, I tried.” When she turned toward me to continue speaking I experienced that same feeling of recognition and any doubts I had about staying vanished.
“You have decided to stay?”
“Do you always read my thought,” I said with a smile in my voice.
“Only when you are thinking about me,” she smiled in return. “Are you avoiding my question?”
“Yes,” I said. “I was thinking that I should ask you first.”
“Yes, I should ask you or yes I should stay?”
“Yes, I would love to get to know you and show you my world.”
“I will have to tell them that you are safe and I am not returning—yet.”
“Then you will destroy that device?”
I had not thought of making my decision so permanent, so unalterable, but I realized that the kind of change I was facing would take my total commitment.
“Would you like to help me find some eggs? I will ask the birds if they can surrender one for us.”
After we had eaten the surrendered eggs and more delicious plants, which she had seasoned with her unknown herbs, she showed me the portal out of the energy field and turned to go back to her home.
“Aren’t you going with me to make sure that I destroy the device?” I teasingly said.
“I trust you.” She said as she turned away.
Her trust was the most amazing part of my experience. Not only did she totally trust me, which she said was because she knew me, she also totally trusted Nature. She lived her every moment in unity with the planet and the flora and fauna which whom she shared her life. There was no differentiation between what was alive and what was thing. Everything, even a rock, was alive in her world.
I wanted to share her world, but my scientific mind rebelled at such novel thinking. I had never realized how indoctrinated I was until I tried to change my mind. On the other hand, my body showed no resistance to change. I quickly forgot about my uniform and only wore what I normally slept in. The weather was usually very warm in the day and cold at night, but our bed was always warm.
When it was not too cold, we would sleep outside and she would show me all the Star System she had found. I was able to fill in many of the official names, but I usually preferred her names for them. In the day, we took long walks so that she could show me all the territory she had mapped. I assisted her with that. There was a plant that grew by a nearby river, which she had learned to “beat” into a kind of paper and she would write on it with “ink” that was sap from a certain tree.
Other plants could be dried and woven into a cloth, of which she made me an amazingly comfortable garment. She also showed me where all the eatable plants where, as well as the source of her honey. She showed me how to be so still that a bird would land on my shoulder and so quiet that I could hear the beating of my heart.
Fortunately, I was not useless. I had the strength that she lacked and a few tools, which allowed us to make our home even more comfortable. Yes, it was OUR home. We lived in it as one person, sharing all chores without any conflict or duty. If something needed to be done, we did it. However, we had our specialties. If we needed something built or moved, I was called in. On the other hand, if we needed to consult the Mother, she was called in.
Then one day she told me that it was time for me become ONE with the Mother Planet. I told her that I had no idea how to do that, and quite frankly, I did not think the Mother wanted to become ONE with me.
“How can you say that?” she said in a shocked voice.
“I am not pure, like you. I have killed many beings and destroyed much land. I have been a warrior where the love that you speak of is a weakness and the trust that you hold is mere foolishness.”
“Do YOU feel that way?”
I had to think before I answered her. She deserved a true response, and I did not know my truth yet. Hence, all I could say was, “I did feel that way once, but that me is no-more. I don’t know this new me enough to answer your question. I do believe you, and I see the great strength that you have gained not by domination, but through surrender. However, I don’t think it is possible for me to connect with something as vague as the Great Mother.”
“You do not need to surrender to Her, for I am Her representative. Therefore, you can surrender to me. It is often that way with men. Their minds are filled with protection and duty. Only deep love with a woman can allow them to release their protections and totally surrender.”
“How did you know that I deeply love you? I don’t even think I knew it myself until you said the words.”
Without a word spoken, she took me into our cave to give me the “proof” I needed.
As we merged through our love making, our consciousness intermingled so deeply that I could feel how she communed with all life. With this feeling shared between us, she showed me how to touch the land to find water, to smell a plant and put it to my heart to determine if it was safe to eat, how to ask a bird to surrender an egg, how to read the weather long before it changed and how to look into my SELF.
“Your relationship with the Mother depends on your relationship with your SELF.” She told me again and again. At first, the relationship with my SELF could only come as a by-product of my relationship with her. I had never been taught to have a relationship with my SELF. I was taught to follow orders, fulfill my duty and obey my commanding officers. I had spent my life being the “effect” of an external “cause.” If I was successful in my endeavor, I was happy and proud of myself. If I failed in my duty, I was ashamed and angry with my self.
I had not heard of the “greater” or “higher” version of my SELF that Mytria spoke of. The only greater part of me would be my fellow warriors, and my higher self was my commanding officers. I lived on the outside of me. Inside of me were bones and blood and organs that somehow survived their myriad wounds. I had no concept of a spirit me, or the etheric me that Mytria said she merged within the Core. In fact, I had no concept of that experience other than it being a “sexy” dream.
However, I had finally trusted some one. I trusted Mytria absolutely and completely. I trusted that she could make my energies rise up from my spine into my heart, or even into my mind. However, I had no concept that I could accomplish this without her help. It was this concept that disturbed me greatly. Was I becoming hypnotized by someone who was showing me a vision of reality that could never be mine?
Again, she read my thoughts. “I think you have had enough for now. It is time for you to go on a vision quest.”
“A vision quest? What is that,” I said in an angry fashion. She has tired of being my teacher, as I had become weak in her eyes, I thought. This entire experience was a fantasy, an excuse to ignore my duties. What had I been thinking? How could I dare to be different than all the men in as many generations as I could count? A vision quest, HA, get out of my home is more like it.
Mytria did not engage in my inner battle. She merely turned and went into the cave.
When Mytria turned away without even answering my question and walked into the cave I was enraged. Who did she think I was, some toy that she could play with and discard when I became boring? Without another thought I turn and walked away as fast as I could. In fact, walking was not fast enough, so I began to run. I had not realized what good condition I was in after my time on the land, but I ran until it was almost sunset before I became fatigued.
The running had felt good; it felt real. Also, I was proud of myself that I didn’t stay there and humble myself even further. I had been following her around like a child long enough. I was a MAN, a Protector who had a bright future in the Military. How could I have become so lost, so ensnared in the trap of a woman’s arms? I guess it was time to go back to being myself. This time had been a fun fantasy, but I was now for reality, for duty.
I continued to walk at a very pace as the sun continued to move below the horizon. I was so engaged in my anger, self pity and, I hate to admit it, fear, that I was not paying any attention to the land. In my effort to forget about Mytria, I was trying to forget everything she had shown me. Then it happened…
I did not even notice how close I was standing to a huge precipice, nor did I notice the loose rocks under my feet. Then, before I could come out of my self-pity, I began to fall. Fortunately, the rocks tumbled beneath me so I did not drop straight down, but I could see a steep ledge coming up below me. If I went over that ledge I would be gravely injured or die. I grabbed desperately at the surrounding roots and plants, but they all broke off with my grasp.
Finally, I got ahold of a large enough root to bear my weight, but not for long. I had to find a way to land on that ledge, but it was over to my right. The surrounding cliff was all loose rocks, so I would have to create a controlled fall—like I had learned in the military. Perhaps I could swing from the root so that I would fall on the ledge, but I had to avoid the loose rocks. I had to decide NOW, as the root was giving way.
I focused my attention and intention on the destination of my “fall,” swung the root a bit to the right and jumped/fell. I did land on the ledge, but with such force that I felt my right leg break beneath me. I almost lost my balance, but somehow leaned against the wall of the ledge until I felt secure. I carefully sat down to assess the condition of my leg.
I was only wearing the short robe, tied at the waist with a sash, which Mytria had made me from her plant material. The very thought of her name brought not anger, but overwhelming grief. What had I done? Why had I become so angry? No, the proper question was, why had I become so afraid? However, this was not the time to ponder my erratic behavior. This was the time to think about my survival. I had only the clothes on my back. Some military man to run off into the wilderness with no supplies, not even a knife.
I pulled my self over to some long sticks, put them on both sides of my leg and wrapped my sash around them to somewhat steady my leg. I would have to find a way to set it myself, if I lived that long. There was only a dim light and it was becoming cold already. I had to protect my body from going into shock. There was only a small ledge and loose dirt around me. Therefore, I dug myself into the surrounding dirt, leaving out my leg to avoid infection. I had no food, no water, no supplies and no tools. Furthermore, I had totally lost all touch with Nature and had no idea where I was.
All I could do not was sleep so that my body could begin to heal itself. I would have to control my mind and calm my breathing. I felt the adrenaline coursing through my body, which would keep me alert, when I needed to remain calm. My wound was not fatal, unless it got infected, which was a huge possibility in these circumstances. I would have to ask the Mother for help. Did I actually have that thought?
It was in that exact moment that I had the first experience of my “higher self.” I knew that my brain had that thought, but it was not the same brain that hysterically ran off like a frightened dog.
“Do not judge yourself,” came an unbidden thought.
And then, I had the most amazing experience of unconditional love, at least it seemed that way. Perhaps it was Mytria, for she was the only one in my life that made me feel that way.
“NO, it is I,” continued the inner voice.
I had heard about the inner voice before. Some people totally changed their lives and became very spiritual, whereas others became sick, confused, angry and frightened. I realized then that I had been in the later group. I had been unable to perceive any form of inner world. Even during my time with Mytria, I was communicating with the Mother Planet, who was underneath and around me.
Never before had I imagined a reality within my form other than the makings of a physical form. With these last words I started to drift off into sleep. At least, I thought it was sleep. Maybe it was a hallucination or maybe I was dying. However, now I know that it was the Truth.
Truth, that was a word that was just as dubious as the word Trust. I had trusted Mytria, totally and without question. Why had the mere suggestion of a Vision Quest set me into such an emotional state? That question was the last thought I had before I passed out, went to sleep, or had a Vision!
In my vision, I was alone on the land. It was the same land that I had shared with Mytria, but it was filled with light. Everything had a soft aura around it and seemed to whisper to me as I passed by. I, too, had a glow around me, and my body seemed to be made of light and it was almost transparent. I looked down to see if my leg was healed and found that, yes, it was totally fine, but my feet were not totally touching the ground. I was moving in a walking, floating motion, almost like treading water in our wonderful lake.
Again a pang of overwhelming grief overtook me, and I bolted into consciousness. What have I done? How could I have ruined the only good thing in my life? Why was I so afraid that she was tired of me?
“Because you were tired of your self,” came that damned voice.
Then, I realized that I had damned my own inner voice, my own self. Suddenly, I began to realize all the ways that I had damned myself through out my entire life. Finally, I realized that I do NOT like killing.
I do not like killing other people, I do not like destroying their homes or disrupting their property. I do not like destroying anything or any one. I don’t want to be a destroyer. I thought I would grow up to be a protector, but instead I became an enemy of people and beings that were “different” from me—but where they really different?
They all had a heart, or maybe two, they all had brains, many had much larger brains than mine, and they ALL had families. AND, I had destroyed them, as well as their families. How could I ever forgive myself? How could I ever be the person that I saw in my Vision? Yes, it was a Vision. At least I could own that.
“It is not a Vision, it is the Truth,” I heard inside.
“What Truth, the truth that I was a destroyer or the truth that I was having a vision?” Now, I was arguing with my inner voice.
“The Truth is that you ARE the person that you saw in your Vision,” whispered the voice within.
After that I think I passed out. However, I did awaken with those final words of “You ARE the person that you saw in your Vision in my heart.” Yes, amazingly enough, these words, this Truth, was still in my heart, right next to my love for Mytria. That thought jarred me fully awake to a mid-day sun. I pulled myself out of the dirt and started to take a military assessment of my situation, when I felt Mytria’s love.
Even though, I had fallen off a cliff to avoid her love, it was right where it had ALWAYS been. It was the love she had for me that had forced me to find the love I had for myself. Therefore, I pushed aside my old way of being. After all, it was that combative attitude that had gotten me into this fix. Then, my Protector self came into play. I had to protect Mytria, but I had to stay alive to do so.
“What about the planet? Do you have to protect Her too?”
It appeared that even when I was totally conscious and in broad daylight, the inner voice was still active. Did I have the courage to listen to it?
UNDER STARRY SKIES
When Mytre ran away from me, I was sure my heart would break. When I mentioned the Vision Quest I had spoken from within, without hesitation. And now, I have lost him. How could I have used such harsh words? I spent the rest of day inside the cave feeling worse than I could ever remember. How could I go from such wonderful heights of ecstasy and then plummet into deep despair. Had I lost all touch with my inner peace just because I had lost a man? However, he was not just any man. He was my Divine Complement, my Twin Flame. That is what the inner voice said, and my heart agreed.
I tortured myself through the entire day and into sunset, when I suddenly had a feeling of deep urgency and pending disaster. Something was about to happen or had just happened to Mytre. I calmed my mind and went inside to speak to the Mother. All I heard was “Send him healing love.” Then, I became terrified for that clearly meant that he was injured. But, where was he injured, and how? It was too late to follow his tracks, and I would only get lost myself. All I could do was spend most of the night worrying.
Then, I heard the Mother saying, “Drink some calming tea and sleep. You must be alert for tomorrow.” I did what she said and finally fell into a fitful sleep. I do not remember any dreams, nor did I get much rest. However, I woke up knowing that he had been injured, and I knew that I must find him. At sunrise, I packed all my healing herbs, poultices, more clothes, food and water. My pack was heavy, and I would not able to run. Therefore, I had to bring some kindling and my fire stones. He had walked off in the direction where the forest ended, and there could be nothing to burn.
As soon as it was light enough I started my journey. My pack was heavy and I had to go slowly to read his tracks. Some times there seemed to be no tracks, and I had to stop to consult the Mother. I walked all day, and almost till dark. I had never been to this area, so I had to stop and set up camp. There would be no use in both of us becoming injured. After I had eaten a small meal, I tried to go within, buy my growing fear for his safety did not allow me any information or much sleep.
It was mid-day, and I had to find a way to get off this ledge. Another night in the cold without food or water would be far too dangerous for my leg. I had not noticed the large gash in my leg, which was now infected, and I knew I had a fever. If I didn’t move, I would pass out again. I had to trust the Inner Voice. I could not abandon Mytria in this way, I could not abandon my duty, and I could not abandon my self.
As I looked around, I could see no means of escape. Therefore, I looked inside to ask the Inner Voice. Perhaps I was hallucinating, but as soon as I closed my eyes, I saw the image of my SELF in my Vision Quest. “Follow me and listen to the Mother,” he said as he moved along the ledge to my right. I would have to crawl and drag my right leg, as I could not damage it more by putting weight on it.
After what seemed like forever, I found a space between the edge of the ledge and a bolder that I could—very carefully—crawl along. Once I went around the bolder, I found a gentler incline toward the top. The ground here was more stable, and there was even some foliage to grab onto. The Inner Voice reminded me to listen to the Mother again, and so I did. I touched the earth in the manner which Mytria had taught me and asked for Her guidance.
Instantly, I had a feeling to follow a certain trough in the earth, which afforded be enough security to frequently rest. I fought off my dizziness from my fever and lack of water, and contacted the Mother with my every choice of movement. My progress was very slow, but I was gradually moving up the side of the cliff. However, it was getting dark. I had to get to the top while there was enough light to see what I was doing.
I realized that I was going slowly for the sake of my leg, but I had to move more quickly to reach the top before dark. I closed my eyes for a moment to remember my vision. This version of me could move without even touching the ground. If I could BE that me, I could trust my every movement without hesitation. It took a while to envision my self in that manner, but I gradually began to feel a light about my form. I slowly opened my eyes to see that my body and the cliff around me were glowing.
I pushed aside my doubts of “hallucination” and chose to believe my experience. Now, I knew exactly where to place my hands and my good leg. There was no hesitation, no fear, no adrenalin, and no pain. I was in some sort of trance that allowed me to become ONE with the cliff. It almost felt as if the cliff was assisting my movement. When I looked up and saw an overhanging ledge, I did not fear.
Instead, I easily found an alternate route that allowed me to easily crawl over the top and onto flat ground. I rolled away from the cliff and I pulled myself over to a huge rock that held the heat of the day. I pushed myself against the warm rock and patted it to thank the Mother. Then, I looked up into the starry sky under which Mytria and I had fallen asleep many times and saw my body of light embracing hers. With this image in my mind, I fell into a deep sleep.
MYTRIA AND MYTRE SPEAK:
We realized later that we were very close to each other, but did not know it. However, this physical distance was necessary for us to bridge the etheric gap that still existed between us. We both looked into the starry sky and thanked the Mother for assisting us. Even though our bodies were apart, our hearts and minds were joined as we fell asleep. In fact, we had the same dream, or was it a vision.
We found ourselves back in the Core of the Mother, at the exact moment of our “accidental” merging. Now, after all we had been through, being merged into one person felt even stronger. We were both different people now. We had both survived and successfully completed our Initiations and had conquered our inner demons, which made our love even stronger.
As we stood as one, looking into each other’s eyes, the Mother came to us. We thought it was to bless us, but it was actually to give us our next assignment.
“My beloved children,” She said to us both, “You may think your long journey has ended, but it has actually just begun. I need you both to help me, as you have both become my allies of transmutation. You have transformed yourselves, and now I must ask you to assist me to transmute my Planet.”
We were both deeply honored, but somehow worried. Was there something in Her voice that made us concerned that we could not stay together? NO, we would not allow that to happen. After all we had been through, we would never part again—NEVER!
We both awoke to the hint of dawn. There was not enough light for Mytria to read the tracks, but we were joined into one being again. Therefore, she simply followed the call of my love. It was mid day when we rejoined again.
When I awoke from my dream/vision, I knew Mytria was near. I touched the land to call her through the earth and sent my love out to her direction. In fact, I could see in my mind exactly where she was, just as she told me later that she could see me in the same way. I pulled my self up the hill a bit so that I could more easily she her approach. I found a strong stick and some how got myself to my feet. I would not greet her lying on the ground like a wounded animal.
It was then that I saw her walking towards me. When she saw me, she laid down her heavy pack and ran to me as fast as she could. When we met our hearts burst with the love that we thought we had lost, only to regain—stronger than ever. We held each other so tight that we seemed to be one body, as Mytria sobbed onto my chest. I tried not to cry, but my joy could only be expressed in the manner.
We stood there for a long time. All my pain was temporarily gone within the merging of our bodies. In fact, I felt a great healing force coming from her and into my body. As she held me and wept, I felt my fever diminish and my leg begin to heal. Then, I realized that she was draining herself too much in her effort to heal me. I lovingly pushed her away, keeping my hands on her shoulders.
“Thank you Beloved, I can heal myself the rest of the way. If you could just assist me to that shady tree…”
“Yes,” she spoke as she looked into my eyes.
Between her support and the stick I had found, I was able to hobble over to the tree and sit down on the earth between two large roots. Mytria kissed me on the forehead and ran up to get her pack.
“I will have to set this leg before I dress it,” she said apologetically.
“I am ready,” I replied.
Before I knew it, the leg was set, my wound was cleaned, wrapped in herbs, which where covered with a tree bark, and the sticks I had found were replaced and held in place by a clean sash.
“When we get back to OUR camp, I can make you a proper cast,” she said as she gently patted my leg.
We decided to stay there for the remainder of the day and take off to OUR home at sunrise the next day. It was an excellent decision, for that night under the stars was beyond words. Some how we managed to make love. In fact, we made love again and again, each time going deeper and deeper into each other’s very Soul, in fact, into our joint Soul.
Mytria had heard of Divine Complements during her Temple studies, and told me all she knew. And then, we had to make love again, which is when it happened. Mytria tried to keep it from me, but I knew we made a child then. How could we not? The heavens almost opened and sent her down. Yes, it would be a daughter, our daughter, our love-child.
When morning came, I felt almost healed. That is until I tried to walk.
Doing the Work
We are Mytria of the Violet Temple of Alcyone and Mytre of the Ashtar Command. We have returned to share more of our story of Pleiadian Ascension. We have decided to share the experience of our ascension with our Earth friends, as you are, also, entering your time of ascension. Hence, as you return to your Multidimensional SELF, you will soon, or already have, met with your Divine Complement. The term Divine Complement is also known as Twin Flame.
The more you return to your fifth dimensional resonance, the less you will feel comfortable in a body of gender. In fact, all forms of polarity will become too constrictive, too low of a resonance, for your ever-expanding consciousness. Therefore, a certain urge may well rise up in you that there is someone that you must meet. You likely do not know who this person is, but you will instantly know your Complement when your eyes first meet. This experience is similar to catching a glimpse at your self in a mirror.
When you contact your Compliment, a chain of events will be initiated over which your ego self will have no control. The mere magnetism of meeting your own Soul in another person’s body can be quite disturbing. If you are not ready for this reunion, you might even push it away. In this case, you may meet at a later time or in another reality.
On the other hand, those who are resonating to the threshold of the fifth dimension will be ready. Consequently, they will willingly change their lives in any way necessary in order to keep this person in their life. However, do not make the mistake that these intense emotions will make for an easy relationship. In fact, a relationship with your Divine Complement is much like a relationship with your self.
Your Divine Complement is the part of your Soul that you had to release to be able to inhabit a third-dimensional body of gender. After that first separation, you each took on myriad other incarnations in both male and female forms. The power of connecting with your Divine Complement is so intense, that Soul’s usually only choose to make this connection if they are approaching ascension. One the other hand, you could choose to ascend first and wait on the fifth dimensional threshold until your Divine Complement also ascends.
Very often, your Divine Complements over-lights you throughout your live, but you will only realize this fact after you have regained your multidimensional consciousness. Connecting with your Complement serves as the precursor to connecting with your higher expressions of self in the mid-fifth dimension and beyond. There are times when Divine Complements meet while both are in the physical plane. Some times they live lives of deep commitment to each other. Other times they come into Oneness to perform a great social contribution.
On the other hand, sometimes they cannot find peace together, as the energy is too intense for their state of consciousness to accept. In this case, they eventually part. The life challenge is considered a “pilot test” in which both of them realize that they are not ready to leave the third dimension. However, there was a moment of connection, which they will continue to always carry in their hearts.
In contrast, there are also lives in which you meet, merge and become ONE within your heart and Soul. However, you are forced to be apart for the sake of a Mission that is even more important than your personal love story. This final example was the case with us. But we are getting ahead of ourselves. Thus, we return our story not too long after we left off…
With Mytre’s injured leg, it took us several days to get back to our home base. Once there, our lives returned to normal, only at a much deeper level, as we had both gone completed transformative initiations. Because we had connected with our Higher Expressions, as well as with our Mother Planet, our connection to each other was even more intimate.
We shared dreams, communicated without talking, found our selves doing similar things, as well as simultaneously thinking similar thing. In other words, we were experiencing a deep commitment and unconditional love for each other. That does not mean that we never argued or had difficult moments. Of course we did. However, those moments were soon over, to be replaced by our usual peace and comfort. Besides, we had something very special to share.
While Mytre’s leg was healing, my stomach was growing. Our dear child was growing within my body, as well as within Mytre’s heart. He often held my stomach and talked to his daughter, he insisted the baby was a girl. When we shared those moments, I was so happy that I thought my heart might burst. However, this happiness was always followed by a moment of dread.
I tried to ignore that feeling, but I knew that there would be change soon, and not just the change of having our baby. The Mother was telling me that she would soon need our assistance. There were some things that She needed us to do for Her. She, too, was ready to expand into Her higher expression of SELF. Unfortunately, the day finally came in which all my feelings were validated.
I was very close to birthing and Mytre’s leg was almost totally healed. It was early in the morning and Mytre had been taking an early morning swim at the nearby lake. I was making our morning meal, when I felt a sharp pain in my stomach. Just a few moments later, Mytre came running towards me as fast as he could, which was very fast. I ran, wobbled towards him, but he waved for me to stop. When he reached me, he was out of breath but managed to say, “What just happened to you? We have to go back to the Village. It is your time soon and you need to be where they can help you.”
I resisted his advice for days. I wanted to have my baby in the home that I loved. However, I knew Mytre was right, I just didn’t know why. After I had had several of these pains, he convinced me that we go to the Temple. We cleaned up our camp, but left it habitable, as we planned to return as soon as it was safe for the baby. Unfortunately, life had another idea.
I was very happy when Mytria agreed to return to the Village and to have our baby at the Temple. Since my “Vision Quest” I had been having more visions that I could peacefully contain. I knew that we had to return to the Village for the baby, but I also knew that we had to return to the Village because something there was very wrong. I made a flat cart for our “supplies,” but knew that it would be for Mytria. If she walked too long, she would have the pains again, so I made her ride on the cart that I pulled.
She was not happy with my carrying all our packs and pulling the cart. However, when I reminded her that she was carrying the precious cargo of our daughter, she ceased her complaints. When we reached the hill above our Village, we saw that my worst fears were correct. The Force Field around the Village was up, which could only mean that our position had been discovered, and we were under attack. I realized then that I would not be around for the birth of our child, as I would be too busy protected her home.
Mytria and I looked at each other with great remorse. No words were necessary. We both recognized that we would be apart and that the return to our wonderful home would be postponed indefinitely. Mytria was determined to walk into the Village, and I agreed. I wanted to feel her by my side, as I did not know when I would find her there again. Just before we entered the Force Field, Mytria, the baby and I embraced for a long moment. Our hearts and minds became ONE, as we vowed that the three of us would always be together in our consciousness.
Once I entered the code for the Force Field, and we walked through, we knew that our lives would be altered forever. The Village was in complete chaos with people running around in a somewhat organized fashion. The fear in the air was tangible. Before we could take in the situation at hand, Mytria’s labor pains began and my Commanding Officer appeared from nowhere.
“Mytre, where have you been? We could not contact you, and we need you to pilot a Mission NOW!”
“I must take my mate to the Temple, she is in labor with our child.”
“No! You must come now,” he said as he directed one of the Protectors to take Mytria to the Temple.
“Go, my love,” Mytria said bravely, with tears in her eyes. “We will be fine. Our daughter is coming now.”
My Commanding Officer literally pulled me by the arm, as Mytria was placed on the cart and taken to the Temple. What was left of our life together lay forgotten on the ground. We would have only our final embrace to remind us of what we had experienced together.
Of course, both Mytre and I knew that something terrible was happening in the Village, but we chose not to talk about it. I had even wondered if my pains had been a warning of some kind. I knew now that they were not labor pains. I wondered if they were a message from our daughter. Both Mytre and I knew that she would be very special, as we often visited her together in our dreams. She told us that she was coming to prepare our people for an auspicious event.
We knew that she was correct, as we always saw the Elohim Alcyone with her in our dreams. I did not know if we, our daughter and myself, would ever see Mytre again. He was a warrior, and he was going into battle. I knew that. In fact, I had known that fact almost as soon as we returned to our home after his Vision Quest. I pushed it from my mind a thousand times, but it always returned to remind me to cherish every moment of our NOW. I talked to the Mother many times, selfishly begging that our lives could remain the way they were.
She always said, “Courage my ONE. You are to be a Priestess and your daughter has a great destiny.” That is all She would say. I would call again and again, until I finally tired of my weakness and accepted that The Mother was right. It was then that I began to live in the flow of the NOW. I did not understand exactly what would happen, but I knew that it would happen soon.
Hence, I determined to Unconditionally LOVE every moment that we shared. Once I surrendered into that decision, I realized that I had wasted precious time in worrying and determined to give thanksgiving for every moment that we shared from then on. But then the pains began, and I knew that our daughter was telling me that, soon, we would have to leave our beloved home.
As we reached the stairs to the Temple, I rose from the cart. I would walk up the stairs with my head held high. Jador, the Protector, kindly supported me. As soon as he touched me I knew he was one of those whom I had met within the Core of the Mother. We would all be joining together now, for what purpose I was not sure. As we entered the door to the Temple, I saw another member of our group. Her name was Sirena. Her and Jador were to be my closest friends during our impending transformation.
“We have been waiting for you. Alycia, your daughter, told us she was ready to be born.” Neither one of us questioned that information. I instantly trusted Sirena and surrendered myself to her care. She swept me into the waiting Birthing Room. It was beautifully prepared with violet cloth draped across the walls. There were candles, incense and soft music. Most important, the room was filled with love.
“We have prepared this room to the specifications of Alycia. She was very specific. All of us here feel honored to be among the ones who assist with her birth.” Sirena said no more.
She led me to my birthing chair and began to cleanse my body with a mixture of herbs and clear water. She brushed my hair and pulled it back from my face. Removed my old clothing and wrapped me with a cloth as light as air. This procedure instantly put me into a deep trance in which I had the most amazing experience, which I will try to explain.
As I fell into a deep trance, I found myself again in the Core of the Mother. In front of me was Elohim Alcyone.
“I have created a form so that I can better participate in the ascension of your people,” She spoke directly into my heart.
“Because you and Mytre, who are Divine Complements, were able to both pass your Initiations, your combined frequencies were high enough for me to implant the seed of my form within your body. Of course, Mytre was vital to this implantation. It was the deep, abiding love embedded in his fluid that allow that seed to germinate. Furthermore, because the two of you had so bonded with my land, I was able to protect the growing one within your body. Now, I am here again to assist you with the birthing.”
All that I can remember is that I felt a slow, gradual release of that which I had tenaciously protected throughout my entire pregnancy. Surrounded my the color violet, in both in my inner and outer vision, created a deep calm, and the sounds, smells and flickering candles allowed me to remain in complete surrender. Suddenly, the release was complete, but my journey continued, but this time with Alycia.
Together, as one essence, we met Mytre, as the three of us soared into a reality in which there was total peace, unconditional love and multidimensional light. As we previewed this world, we realized that it was very familiar. Yes, it was the very world that we were now fighting to maintain. However, there was no fighting here, no fear, no war, and no separation. We all had a Core Essence, but it visibly flowed into the Core Essence of everyone and everything. In fact, there were no “things,” as every form carried its own life-spark and frequency signature.
As the three of us, joined into one tight unit, floated through this world, we realized that we were in a possible reality. We, also, remembered that we had vowed to ground this reality into the body of our new planetary home. In fact, all of us who had met within the Core of the Mother had made this vow before we were born. Now, we were being called upon to remember all that we had vowed to do.
Mytre and I realized that our Missions would separate our forms, but never our hearts. I was to protect and assist in raising Alycia, who would also be raised by the Priests and Priestesses of our Temple. Time would be moving very quickly now, and Mother Alcyone would need our assistance, as we would need Hers. My beloved Mytre may or may not return in the form in which I had known him. However, soon, we would no longer be limited to these forms, so any loss would be temporary. I tried to remember that fact during the long dark nights of my empty bed.
Fortunately, I returned from my vision to find Alycia in my arms.
How can I describe the agony of loosing my Divine Complement and the ecstasy of birthing the child of our great love within the same day? Fortunately, it was the intense oppositions of these two emotions of deepest grief and abounding joy that forced me to find a place to live in-between these two extremes. With my every breath, I held Mytre within my heart and protected him with my every thought. Many of our communication systems were down or restricted. Therefore, I was not able hear any word of him for what would be measured to you in years.
It was only our meetings in our dream world and the bliss of raising Alycia that kept me going. I knew that Mytre’s contribution to the ascension of our people, as well as the reality in which we lived, was great. I was extremely proud of him, but I still constantly missed him. Actually, I missed US!
MIND OVER MATTER
When I had to choose between my family and my duty, the answer was simple. I chose my family. However, Mytria urged me to go, to do my duty, to help make our world safe for our daughter. In the moment that I paused in making my decision, I was swept away and so was my family. I was desolate. How could I have let that happen? Why had I made her come back to the Village? Why didn’t I pull away from my Commander and run towards my family?
These questions haunted me and destroyed my ability to concentrate. I sat in important missions and could not focus. I had nothing to give to the Protectors, to my family or to my self. Yes, my self, I had to find my self. However, there was no time to do that. We were under attack. Our long-range communications were down, many of our Ships had been destroyed before they even left the atmosphere and the Force Field around the village was weakening more each day.
We needed reinforcements. We needed the Arcturians to come to our assistance. We still had our fastest Scout Ship, and I was one of our best pilots. Before I had a chance to think, I stood up and volunteered. It was as if someone else made that decision, but once said, I had to follow through. A moment ago I was concerned about my loved ones, and now I was likely going to my death. What was I thinking? Actually, who was thinking? It was not my conflicted ego. Therefore, I hoped it was the ME that I had met on my Vision Quest.
I suppose that is was that version of me that activated my decision, because as soon as it was made, everything changed. Before I knew it, myself, and three others, were flying our Ship through the small area of unguarded space we had found. We made it through only to be greeted by a War Ship. Some how we evaded them long enough for one of our Ships to take down the War Ship. However, we were dead in space. All our controls were out, and life-support was minimal.
Our battle had diminished our crew from four the three. We were safe for a while, but would likely by found by an enemy Ship at any moment. What could I do? It was then that I became the ME I had seen on my Vision Quest. If I could talk to rocks, dirt, sky and the Mother, why couldn’t I also talk to the Ship? Our Ships all had implanted biological elements. Maybe I could connect with whatever life force remained in those jell packs?
I felt the adrenaline coursing through my body and knew that I had to find my Core. I though of my first meeting with Mytria in the Core of Alycone and used that memory to find my own Core. In fact, I finally remembered the message I was given by the Arcturian. It had said, as it looked into my Soul, “YOU can do it!” I still had no idea what that meant.
However, suddenly, I was floating with Mytria and our newborn daughter through a potential reality of complete safety, total love and absolute unity. I felt my essence intermingle with every person, plant, animal and thing within this world. I heard a part of me saying, “Stop day dreaming and get back to business,” but another part of me—the floating part of me—was saying, “Pay attention to this message.”
Yes, this vision, or reality, was a message. I was being shown how to merge with all life, just as I had done when I found my way off the cliff. Therefore, instead of judging my vision/experience, I totally surrendered to it. I merged with each person I met in this reality. I merged with every plant, every animal, and finally, with every “thing.” It was when I totally merged with what appeared to me a rock, that I heard the Ship’s engines come online.
Outside my inner image I heard my crewmates yelling at me to open my eyes and help them. However, I chose to attend to the loving support of my family who was assisting me to merge with every component of this potential reality. I let go of every external perception and directed all my attention into the movement of this “rock.” Slowly, the rock lifted up off the ground and began to move through the air. Simultaneously, our Ship slowly began to move.
I stayed within my inner reality, as I knew that the others could steer the Ship. It was up to me make it move. The rock in my image hovered before me, as if awaiting instructions. I focused all my attention on the closest Arcturians Starship and directed those coordinates into the rock in my image. Slowly the rock turned and began to move. My eyes were closed, and I dared not open them. Therefore, I had to trust that the Ship was moving in the correct direction.
I then saw many other rocks moving towards my rock, and I assumed that our enemy had found us. I could not be distracted by a battle, so I made my rock invisible to the other rocks and directed it to move beyond the speed of light. Instantly, my rock was free of the other rocks. The rock was moving faster than I could track. If I lost sight of it in my image, how could I control it
“Let go!” I heard an inner voice say. I didn’t know what I was supposed to let go of, so I let go of everything and passed out. I woke up as the two crewmembers lifted me up and put me into the Captains Chair.
“You did it,” they said in one voice.
“What did I do,” I said, still wondering if my entire experience had been my imagination.
“You piloted the Ship with your mind!”
All I could say was, “Can you take over from here? I think I am going to pass out again.”
In the distance, I heard, “Yes Sir,” as I returned to my vision. This time my focus was on my family and on the Elohim Alcyone who was with them. It was She who spoke to me.
“Our dear Mytre, we are most pleased with your ability to remember your innate ability. Do you remember how you first learned that facility in the sixth dimension of Arcturus?”
“Yes, I think so,” I replied. “But I though I was a Pleiadian?”
“Our dear Ascending ONE, you are many beings within ONE. You have chosen to take a form among these brave people. They were tired of fighting and sought the peace and love in which they could return to their higher frequencies of SELF
“The only way to assure that these Ones can remain safe is if they ascend their bodies, and their entire reality, into the fifth dimension. In this way, they will live beyond the perception of their enemies. You, Mytria and your daughter Alycia have dedicated yourselves to this transition. In fact, everyone who you met within the Core of the Mother has dedicated themselves to this process of ascension.”
As the great Elohim spoke, myriad memories, images, thoughts and emotions filled my consciousness, and surprisingly, I was able to simultaneously understand them all.
“Did I really move the Ship?” I had to ask.
“We, that is the energy of the ONE, moved the Ship.”
I understood that. When I was in this reality of the ONE, I could be the catalyst for anything. It was the great love of my family that brought me to this reality, and it was my great love for them that gave me the courage to release any glimpse of fear from my consciousness.
“You are correct,” the Elohim said in response to my thoughts. “Yes, we heard your thoughts even before they were expressed as words. Your thoughts, as you have found, have great power. That is why you had to pass your Initiation. Only unconditional love could hold you within that frequency of reality. Furthermore, those with mal-intent cannot even perceive, much less enter or harm, that world.”
With the assurance of those final words, I returned to the reality of my Ship. I was instantly greeted by the joyous vision of the Arcturian Starship. I was to study onboard that Starship for many years to learn how to adapt all our Starships to travel by the power of thought.
The most difficult part of that assignment was that no one could know of my secret mission. Fortunately, I could meet with Mytria and Alycia in our fifth dimensional reality, but that was the only contact we could have. The Arcturians sent reinforcements to assist our Village and the surrounding areas. Nevertheless, we all knew that expanding the resonance of our society into the fifth dimension was our only hope for long-term peace.
HERE AND NOW
It is fitting that we continue our story while you are on your own Nature Quest. There has been a passage of “time” since we last communed with you. You needed to integrate what we had told you about our ascension to best allow it to activate your own. Furthermore, just as you have been “away” from us, we continue our story after I had been away from Mytre for what you would count as over ten years.
First, I will address the question of “helping us.” We too sought the help of those who had already ascended, just as you are now. In fact, our story left off with Mytre seeking help from the Arcturians. It was in the process of him seeking help from others, that he gained help within himself.
The scenario, arranged by higher frequencies of reality, was that he had to fight his way to get help from the Arcturians. Then he had to go deep inside himself to save that Mission, as well as the lives of his remaining crewmates. In this process, Mytre was able to recover his innate ability of mind over matter.
Mytre did not know he had that ability, but he was able to recover this skill when it was vital for the completion of his Mission. You, our dear members of Gaia, will also be called upon to reach inside your SELF to call upon your unknown, innate abilities. But, Mytre will tell you more about his process when I complete my tale of SELF- discovery.
When I was separated from Mytre in the chaotic moment of our return to our Village, I was temporally brave. I had to release him to his Higher Mission, give birth to our daughter and accept the process of being a new Mother—alone—all in the same fateful day. I also had to accept the fact that I would have to live each day without Mytre, my Divine Complement.
Fortunately, the three of us, myself, Mytre and our daughter, Alycia, met every night in our Astral Bodies. However, an “astral hug” is not the same as a physical embrace. At first the nightly visit were enough, but eventually they only added to the pain of missing Mytre. These nightly meetings were the only contact that Alycia had ever had with her father, so it was normal to her. On the other hand, sometimes it made me miss Mytre more.
After many years of these meetings, I began to let Alycia go alone, using the excuse that I had to get a deep sleep that night. Gradually, I joined Mytre and Alycia less and less. I had to create my own life. I could no longer hold on to something that was not a part of my physical reality.
I don’t know when it was that I decided that I would see him one more time, and then I would have to end our nightly meetings. Eventually, that night came. Of course, Alycia knew that it was a good night for her to NOT join us, as she always knew what was in my mind. In fact, she could read the mind, heart and aura of everyone, all the time.
When I showed up to meet Mytre without Alycia, he instantly knew why. “I can no longer pretend that this is enough for me.” I said before I lost my nerve. “I will wait for you forever, but I have to find my SELF again. When I bonded with you so deeply, then gave birth to our child, I seemed to have lost a part of myself. My meditations have been about how to wait for you. Everything I do has been with you in mind. I deny myself deep friendships, as I can only think of you…”
For a very brief moment, I felt his physical arms around me, but all I could do was sob. I wanted more! This was not enough! I had to find something inside of my SELF that was as important as being with him.
The feeling of his arms around me disappeared. He looked into my eyes and said in a disappointed way, “I have been working for years to manifest my form with you, but I have waited too long. I have lost you.”
“No, no,” I cried. “You have not lost me. You will never lose me. The problem is that I have lost my SELF.”
“I understand,” is all that he said, as his astral body disappeared from my vision. I knew that he did not want to show me how much I had hurt him. I knew that he understood, but I was still angry and hurt. “Good” I thought. “I can use this anger to release him.”
Alycia still met with Mytre every night, but told me nothing about their meetings. I was very happy about their meetings. She deserved to have personal time with her father, and he deserved to watch her change and grow. In fact, Alycia was growing much quicker than was normal. It had been only about ten years, but she was almost an adult. I knew that that was because she was also the manifest form of the Elohim of Alcyone.
I was sad that Alycia did not need me in the same way, but I also knew that it was time for me to stop hiding from my own power. I remembered how, long ago, I had been able to connect with the Mother in a deep and intimate manner. However, I seemed to have lost that power when I became a mother myself. What was I to do? Who was I to be?
I was thinking about that fated day of our returned to our Village when I lost Mytre, Alycia was born and I lost my SELF. Could I somehow retrace that day? Where and when did I loose my deep connection the Mother? It was then that I heard the Inner Voice for the first time since that day.
“You will find your answer within my womb,” I heard the Mother say. But then Her voice was silent. My first message was to find the Mother’s Womb.
For days I went through all my duties repeating, “The Womb of the Mother. Where is the womb of the Mother?” Then, one morning I awoke with the answer. The Womb of the Mother was the Sacred Rock that I had somehow entered the day I met Her in Her form of Elohim Alycone. I had to return there. I had to return, right now.
Again, I packed a light pack and snuck out into the early dawn. Only this time, I first informed Alycia, who completely understood why I had to go. It had been many years since Mytre and I had left our cave by the Sacred Rock. There had been many changes to our Village and our way of life since then. We all knew that the Arcturians had given us temporary protection from our enemies. However, we also knew that we would have to actively participate in the ascension of which they had spoken.
Living all these years in the Violet Temple had protected me from the fear and confusion that was far too common in the Village. However, my people needed some answers, and these answers could only come from the Mother. I walked for two and a half days before I found the Sacred Rock. Changes had been made to the nearby landscape, but the unseen energy shield, which could only be entered by the “invited one,” protected the Sacred Rock and its surrounding area.
I felt a floating sensation when I moved through the shield. Then, I had to move through many bushes before I could find the exact location on the rock that had once taken me into the Mother’s Womb. Once I found the Rock, I surveyed the area. It had a disserted and unkempt. Therefore, I spent the greater part of what was left of the day cleaning out my nearby cave and setting up my temporary home. This time I knew just what I needed to bring, so the work went quickly.
When the cave was fully repaired and made into a cozy home, I stood back to observe the cave. It was then that I fell to the floor sobbing. Every memory of my time here with Mytre overtook me, and I was overwhelmed with sorrow. I had not allowed myself to feel this sorrow since I had sent him away, and it felt good to finally release it. When I could cry no more, I crawled over to what had been our sleeping place, pulled myself into a fetal position and slept like an infant.
I awoke a new person, clear headed and determined to fulfill my destiny. I went out to the small pond, that was still there, but a bit overgrown. Then, without thought, I spend most of the morning pulling out plants that had invaded the pond and clearing out the moss that settled between these plants.
Then, I re-created my rock fire pit, moved some limbs and rocks to make seating around the fire and cleared the area of unwanted rocks and plants. I even dug up the area that had once been my small garden, and planted the seeds I had brought with me. Now it was time to clear a pathway to the Sacred Rock and pull away unwanted plants from Portal into the Mother’s Womb.
I had come to realize that the Sacred Rock was a powerful Portal, but I had told no one about it, even my best friends in the Temple. My first initiation had been when I was guided to this area. My second initiation, which was NOW, was to protect this Sacred Space. With that thought in mind, I suddenly remembered what the Arcturian had whispered into my Soul that first night in the Mother’s Womb. “You are a Keeper of the Violet Fire.”
I had forgotten that message because I not know what the Violet Fire was. However, most of my lessons in the Temple had been about the power of transmutation that was contained within the Violet Fire. We often spoke of the “myth” of this Fire, but no one knew what or where it was, even myself. I had been so distracted by missing Mytre that much of what I had learned went into my unconscious mind.
Now that I was back on the Land of the Mother, all the pieces of the puzzle were falling together. However, I only knew what I was supposed to do in the NOW. Once done, I again knew what to do in that NOW. I was similar to one of the many rocks that I had moved. I was only right NOW and right HERE. I found that experience to be wonderful.
I could not remember the past and the future was NOW. I had forgotten what had happened before, except for Mytre, Alycia and my dearest friends, and had no sense of the future. Only love could guide my thoughts and my only emotion was clarity. I had never thought of clarity as an emotion, but I discovered that it was the only emotion left when I was completely focused on the HERE and NOW.
THE PERCEPTION OF PERFECTION
Once I settled into living in the NOW, my consciousness began to completely alter. I was aware that I had not attempted to enter the Portal on the Sacred Rock, but I had no concerns about that. I knew that when it was the NOW to open the portal, I would do so without forethought. I was aware that I was in the process of expanding my resonance. When I entered the Portal before, it was opened for me, and I literally fell through it. I knew instinctively that to open the Portal myself would be a different matter.
As my consciousness expanded, I became increasingly aware of the Land and of my own Spirit. As I became more aware of my own Spirit, I began to feel the Spirit of the Land. Then, before I knew it, I was in Unity Consciousness with every rock, plant, tree, animal, bird, the sky and the weather. When I awoke I knew exactly what to wear and exactly which tasks would best suit the weather.
Our weather had become quite erratic in the last ten years since we knew it was time for us to ascend. Now that I was becoming ONE with the land and sky, I could understand why. As I became more and more connected with my environment, I could see how my every thought and emotion influenced it. For example, one day I awoke to see a clear sky. For some unknown reason I thought, “Oh how lovely. I hope it doesn’t rain today.”
Instantly, the sky began to cloud up. To make sure that I did not create the clouds I said, in a very loving way, “Thank you for your beautiful clear sky.” Instantly, the clouds disappeared and the entire day was sunny and clear. I was only one person, but I had expanded my consciousness to hold the power of many. Then, I understood why the weather around the Village had become so erratic.
Many of the people there were happy and excited about the possibility of their ascension. However, at the same time they were frightened that they would not be able to ascend. This collective uncertainty about their fate gave the Weather Deva and her myriad Elementals many confusing messages. I had learned in the Temple that there are fourth dimensional sentient beings that serve to manifest the thoughts and emotions of Planetary Keepers.
In our case, the Planetary Keepers were humanoid, but in other worlds the Planetary Keepers were of other species. However, the energy field, which is comprised of Keepers thoughts and feelings, directed the Elementals, and their Higher Expressions of Devas, to manifest the Keepers needs.
I had learned from my time on the Land that in order to ascend into the fourth and/or fifth dimensions, we would need to learn mastery of our energy field. Our people had lived in strife and battle for so long that it was difficult for them to release the sense of victimization and the lack of power that came with that state of mind. I know that I had struggled greatly with my feelings of being a victim to the loss of my beloved Mytre.
Fortunately, now that I had returned to the Mother, I was beginning to understand exactly why our separation needed to occur. We had to be apart in order to be fully focused on the transmutation of our consciousness. But, I had to wait until Alycia was old enough to be cared for by our friends in the Temple before I, too, could go off on my own.
I realized that there were many women in the Village who could not leave their children and go off into the wilderness as I had. However, each of us had different destinies, and some of these men and women had the destiny of guiding and protecting the children. Furthermore, the children who had been born since our Ascension Process had begun were often much more evolved than their parents. This was the case with Alycia.
With only my self to think of and care for, I was able to greatly escalate the expansion of my consciousness. It was when I realized how my energy field affected the weather that I knew I was ready to open the Portal. However, I would patiently wait, I was finally learning patience, until the NOW in which I found myself standing before the Sacred Rock.
In the meantime, I went about my daily life, monitoring my every thought and emotion in order to remain in the NOW of the ONE and Unity with All Life. During each passing day, I came to more fully understand why everything that had happened to me was a component of the fulfillment of my Mission.
I remembered the connection that I had with the Mother before I had become a Mother myself and understood how I could more deeply merge with the Great Mother because of that experience. I could also see how being a Father had assisted Mytre in the same manner. I was beginning to realize that ALL is Perfect within the ONE. It is only the fearful reactions of our lower nature that denied us the perception of perfection.
The Sacred Rock was beginning to call me. My expanded consciousness had taught me that patience was the key to balancing my energy field. Whenever I fell into a desire, I was pulled out of the NOW and into a “time” in which I was lacking and needed more. While in the NOW, there was no lack, for I was in the Flow of Divine Manifestation of my every need. In fact, many of these manifestations occurred even before my brain was aware they were necessary.
With this realization, I became aware of my Spirit Essence that was an expression of my SELF in a higher frequency of reality. A “higher frequency of reality” was a new concept to me. In the Temple we learned about Spirit Guides and Angels, but no one had considered that these Beings could be higher expressions of our humanoid form.
At first, it was quite difficult for me to break away from the traditions in which I had been raised and had learned in my spiritual teachings. However, while in the NOW, all doubt was impossible. By that I meant that at the second that I allowed doubt to enter my consciousness, I fell out of the NOW and into my mundane consciousness. This experience was like falling from a high, warm cliff into a cold, muggy pond.
After the first few “fallouts,” actually it took many, for me realize that doubt was the reason for my immediate decline into an old way of life. When I had the fallouts, I usually felt angry, depressed and anxious for days or even weeks. Then, gradually, I learned to forgive my self for my distrust of Spirit, which was actually the higher expression of my SELF.
Eventually, I released that most of my habit of doubting was because I was afraid that my happiness was “too good to be true.” That habit came from the remnants of my being a victim. After all, a victim is a martyr who can never be healed. I had already spent too many years of my life suffering in that manner and was ready to change my mind in order to change my habits.
As I remembered to forgive myself for falling out of my expanded consciousness, I could remain in that state of mind much longer. Now it was fatigue that caused me to fall out of my higher consciousness. Therefore, I learned to keep track of the needs of my physical body. Did I need to feed it? Did it need to rest? I discovered that if I were hungry or tired that it was far more difficult to be the Master of my energy.
Finally, the day came when I knew it was the NOW to open the Portal.
OPENING THE PORTAL
The morning after I felt the NOW to open the Portal I awoke just before dawn. I had not planed to awake at that time, so it must have been my Spirit who made that decision. Instantly, I knew it was to be a sacred day. Therefore, after washing, dressing and drinking some water, I went to my special rock just above my campsite to watch the rising Sun.
As soon as I climbed onto the rock, I fell into a deep meditation. Even when I felt the warmth of the Sun’s first rays on my face, I kept my eyes closed. Then, with my physical eyes closed I saw the Sunrise with my Third Eye. What a glorious vision that was!
Through my Third Eye, I was able to perceive colors that were invisible to my physical vision. Also, I could feel the higher frequency of these rays just above my heart. I remembered an ancient “myth: that we studied in the Temple about the existence of a High Heart just above our physical heart.
Did looking at the sunrise through my Third Eye open my High Heart? I could not ponder that question for, instantly, my body went into a trembling so vigorously that I almost fell off the rock. I felt the energy originate from the base of my own womb and rise up my spine. The energy was hot, then cold, than hot again.
I was shaking so much that I could hardly stay conscious when I heard, “Pull the energy into your Core!” I was not sure how to do that, so I imagined that I could breathe the energy into my Core. Gradually, the energy calmed, like water that had found a place on the land that could encompass its flow.
Now my body began to undulate to the flow of the energy, which appeared to be directed by my breath. I slowed my breathing to calm my mind, taking long slow inhales and making my exhales that were twice as long as my inhales.
It was then that I felt the Rive of LIFE flowing through my Core. However, this was not a river of water. It was a river of light. As the light of the Sun rose higher in the sky, the top of my head began to glow and pulse.
I could feel the sunlight entering the top of my head. Like water from the sea, the Cosmic Sea, the light from above interacted with the Flow of light from the base of my spine. From the top of my head to my High Heart I could feel the two sources of light interact and intermingle.
I was observed the inside of my form as if I was looking through a Portal. Yes, the first Portal I had to open was the Portal to my SELF, my own Core.
I sat there the entire day, without drinking, eating or barely moving. I don’t know how I did it. In fact, I have not been able to do it since. However, on that fated day, I was able to completely surrender. I am not sure what I surrendered to, but it changed my life forever. Perhaps, I surrendered to my Destiny.
As the sun began to set, I could feel that its great light had traveled all the way down into the base of my spine. As the Sun totally set, I fell back onto the rock and slept until the next dawn.
Again, I awoke just before dawn, but this time I was very hungry. However, I was not sure I would be able to walk, much less climb off of the rock, so I laid there until there was adequate light. I stretched my body and tried to remember what had happened the day before. No, I could not remember a thing, at least not yet.
The last thing I could remember was climbing onto the rock and beginning to meditate. Then, my mind went blank. “It will come to you, as you are ready to use it.” I heard the now familiar inner voice. I had learned to trust that voice completely. Therefore, I sat up, slowly stood and carefully crawled down off the rock.
When I got to my campsite, I fell into the pool, clothes and all, and stayed there for hours. Finally, hunger forced me out of my water womb, as, indeed, I had been reborn. Climbing out of the pond and trying to stand and walk made me feel like an infant. It was as if someone else was in charge of my body. However, that someone else felt so kind, loving and patient, that it was just fine.
When I went to eat, I realized the first way in which I had changed. I could not find anything that my body would accept as food, except for water. Therefore, I drank lots and lots of water. Finally, I found some herbs that I had dried, and I made them into tea. My new body accepted the tea, as well. I was beginning to understand just how important and complete this re-birth process had been.
Within the next few days I found some nutrients that my body would accept. All of them had to be from the land such as certain grasses and flowers. I had to trust my instincts to make sure that I wasn’t eating something poisonous. Fortunately, my updated form was completely integrated with the land and knew what to eat and what not to eat.
I lost all sense of time and I was awake during the day or the night for many hours or only a few. There was no one to care for and nothing to do. Hence, I could completely embrace my process and follow my every inner direction at the exact NOW in which I received it.
I knew that body was changing in resonance because I could perceive things that I could never perceive before, such as the auras around each plant. It was the aura of the plants that told me whether or not to eat it. If the aura was blue to violet, it was fine for me to eat. However, if the aura was green to red, I could not. I enjoyed this new skill of seeing the resonance of all life and walked around my camp observing all the auras.
Eventually, I wandered beyond the confines of my camp and found myself at the Lake where I had met Mytre. I had been avoiding the Lake, as it made me feel too sad to be there. However, now the lake brought me joy, and I spent the greater part of the day swimming and resting by the water. As the Sun lowered on the horizon, I knew it was time to return.
I was walking over the same ledge that I had walked over the evening I met Mytre when I saw a figure standing there. He looked much like Mytre, but I knew that was impossible. Nonetheless, I ran to the where the figure stood to be suddenly embraced by the strong arms of my beloved.
I began to sob for joy, as I felt his physical arm around me. We stood together as one being for what seemed like forever, until I heard him say, “I am not really here now. This is my Astral Projection.” I pushed away from him in disappointment and anger.
“But you feel so real. How can that be?”
“Do not be angry, my love, we made this agreement during your awakening.”
I could not remember any agreement, but I never knew him to lie to me.
“Oh Mytre, you have become so powerful. I am so very proud of you, my love. How long can you stay like this?”
Mytre smiled and said, “I do not know, but I have been instructed to take you to the Sacred Rock by midnight.”
“Did the Mother call you too?” I asked.
“You have called me, which is why I have learned this skill of teleportation. It was my deep need to hold you in my arms that forced me to open the latent DNA which held this innate ability.”
“Yes,” I said, “And I would never had made this journey if you were not away from me. That which we saw as a disaster was actually our destiny.”
We walked arm in arm to the Sacred Rock and stood before it as the last rays of the Sun dropped below the horizon. We had several hours before midnight, so we sat arm-in-arm and told each other everything that had happened to us since we had been parted. The time we spent together felt like an eternity, yet, it was also far too short.
When it was almost midnight, Mytre’s image began to fade in and out. We knew that our time together was almost over. He had come to assist me in opening the Portal, my initiation, and I had been his initiation to teleport so far away and for such a long time.
When it was almost midnight, we held each other very closely. His form began to flicker in and out, as if he was loosing a connection. In fact, he said that he was loosing the connection with his physical form and would have to leave now or greatly harm his body. I released him with a final kiss, turned away from him and faced the Sacred Rock.
I knew that he had left, but our heart connection had been strengthened. I could feel it in my High Heart that he had given me the courage and confidence that I needed to open the Portal. With my mind at peace and my heart filled of love, I bent forward and touched the Sacred Rock with the palm of my right hand.
Instantly, I felt my connection with the Portal. Keeping my hand on the Rock, I moved closer and closer until I standing just inches from its surface. I slowly dropped my hand and inched forward until my toes were touching the Rock. Then, I leaned forward until my heart was touching the Rock.
I hear a whirling noise and felt a light breeze that appeared to come from the Rock. I waited as the breeze became a wind and the wind became a torrent. The sound was so loud that it almost hurt my ears, but I did not move.
I closed my eyes to better see through my Third Eye and discovered a light coming from the center of the Rock. I touched this light and felt my hand move into the Rock. With my hand before me I took my first step into the Rock and through the Portal. It was then that the noise became so loud that it hurt my ears and the light so bright that my Third Eye ached, but I continued my forward motion.
Suddenly, I was pulled through a swirling matrix of light and sound. I was totally disoriented and could not tell up from down. In fact, I think I was spinning around. I used all the mind control I had learned to avoid nausea and called to the Mother to pull me through this Portal and into Her Womb at the Core of our planet.
It seems forever before the swirling stopped. Then I was almost pushed out of the vortex and landed on the cool earth in total darkness. I slowly rose to my feet and awaited the Mother. Slowly I acclimated to the dimer light and the denser atmosphere, until I could see that I was in the same cave in which I first met the Mother, Elohim Alycone.
“Dear Mother, I have come to you,” I whispered, almost to my self.
In a sudden flash of white light the Mother appeared before me with outstretched arms and a warm heart.
“Congratulations my dear. You have opened my Portal.”
PLEIADIAN PERSPECTIVES ON ASCENSION
Creating Your Reality
I continue my story during a time when our Pleiadian Ascension was entering the same ascension phase as your Earth. This phase is the process of integrating the higher frequency light into your earth vessel, emotions and neural synapses of thought and action. This integration of higher light enables you to awaken your innate potential as the creator of your reality.
While in your physical body you explored your creativity through art, music, science, and many other expressions. Now, with your Multidimensional Operating System online, you are gradually integrating your Multidimensional System into your physical brain and remembering how to be the creator of your reality.
When Mytria and I spent our time together with the Mother, we were instructed to fully embrace the escalating electromagnetic fields of light that were bombarding our planet. These energies were activating synapses in our brains, which allowed us to absorb new information. Hence, Mytria was able to open the Portal into the Core of the planet, and I was able to steer the Starship with my mind.
In order to come into these initiations, we had to release ALL of our old patterns of thought and emotion. Free of these limiting patterns of thought and energy, we could surrender to the unknown and enter the chaos of immense change. You, our ascending friends on Earth, are NOW being call upon to undergo that same process by: Releasing limitation, Surrendering to the unknown, Entering the chaos, Acting in a novel fashion.
When you realize that you must release old patterns of limitation you are faced with the realization that YOU are the creator of your life. Since you do NOT know how you can make the best choices, you recognize that all you can do is to surrender to the chaos of extreme change.
When your patterns of limitation are broken, you are propelled into great evolutionary leaps of consciousness. Through this higher consciousness you can more easily integrate the higher light and become a Master of Energy.
When I had to leave Mytria at the very moment that our daughter was being born, http://creatingnewearth.com/ascension-articles/pleadian-perspective-on-ascension/ my heart was broken and my mind was in total chaos. I was faced with an impossible situation. I needed to be with my wife and birthing child, but I also had to make their reality safe. Then, when our Space Craft was attacked and the controls were down, I was able to connect with an innate ability I never knew I had to move and steer the Ship with my mind.
We did make it to the nearest Arcturian Starship, but just barely. Fortunately, they had picked a signal up that our wounded ship was approaching them and came to our rescue. We were immediately taken to their Restoration Chamber. Being in this Chamber not only restored me to my former health, but it also stabilized the new neural synapses that I had activated when I moved the Ship.
My Final Initiation of bilocating myself to visit and assist Mytria during her Final Initiation of opening the Portal moved us both into a higher frequency of expression. From this higher frequency of expression, we can better assist you in remembering your innate abilities that have been forgotten during your long sojourn into the third dimension. Just as the Arcturians often told me, it is important that you know that you are NOT learning. You are REMEMBERING.
Learning can cause a fear of failure and doubt about whether or not you can learn. On the other hand, remembering, although frustrating at times, forces you to recognize your higher expressions of SELF, a great antidote for any fear. However, there are many emotions that you will need to embrace and release during your deep communications with your true SELF.
Surrendering to the Unknown
The earth vessel that you are wearing was created from the third dimensional elements and the fourth dimensional Elementals that enliven your form. However, Earth is raising Her resonance. Since matching the resonance with a given reality is how you adhere to that world, you will need to match your resonance with ascending Earth to continue your personal ascension.
In other words, in order to remain attached to the Matrix of Ascending Earth, you must surrender to the unknown in order stay in entrainment with the frequency of Gaia’s Earth. Entrainment is the practice of matching your brainwaves to a desired frequency whereby you and other oscillating systems can interact to assume the same frequency of expression.
Therefore, when you match your energy field with the electromagnetic field of Earth, Her rise in frequency will pull you along in Her wake. In the same manner, your personal ascension energy field assists the planetary ascension. Through entrainment, the higher frequencies of light that are bombarding Earth change not only Earth but all Her inhabitants, as well.
The resonant frequency of any reality must be matched, entrained, in order for you to experience that frequency of reality. Many of you have begun your inter-dimensional explorations and are finding that fact to be true. What you may not have discovered, yet, is that you CAN do anything you place your intention on and fill with unconditional love.
Your thoughts are your personal light synapses that entrain your thinking with the different frequencies of your mental light matrix. Furthermore, you can entrain your mental matrix with any possible realty by projecting unconditional love onto that matrix.
The unconditional love both opens the Portal into that reality and binds you to that reality. Unfortunately, a forgotten program is an unused program. Therefore, many of your higher frequency mental programs have been forgotten. Auspiciously, it is during this phase of ascension that your multidimensional memory returns.
Embracing the Chaos
As I said at the beginning of my message, your reality is in the same phase of ascension as our reality was when I opened my mind to my innate powers. There are many extreme changes that must be made during this phase of ascension because the old, third/fourth-dimensional patterns are in juxtaposition with the incoming, fifth-dimensional energy patterns. These conflicting energy patterns create the chaos that precedes great change.
In order to entrain your energy with the fifth dimensional energy, you must release all your third dimensional thinking, emotions, habits and behaviors. If you choose to ignore what is going on around you rather than surrendering to the chaos of radical change, you will remain entrained with the third dimension and will not stay entrained with the fifth dimensional energies of ascending Earth.
When you must adapt in order to survive and/or stay the course of ascension, you find the courage to enter the chaos. Happily, leaving the familiar allows you to begin the activation of long-forgotten matrixes within your brain. Fortunately, when you are faced with a new challenge, you can find the courage to enter the unknown with an open mind.
It is the open mind that is so vital. If you judge a possible shift in your thinking, you will close that door and remain stuck in patterns of thought that have become obsolete. You ascending ones are in the same situation that I was on the Ship. If you do not find a way to call upon your forgotten resources, you will not be able to experience the long awaited “take off” into new territories of reality.
If moving into the unknown frightens you, think how afraid you will be if you miss this moment. Fear is very illogical and can be contained by logical thinking. As soon as you speak to your fear, you are in a superior position to that emotion. This is what I had to do on the Ship when I was afraid that I could not move the Ship with my mind.
First, I had to calm my fear by telling it, “Thank you for sharing that we are in a dangerous situation. Listen to me Fear, I need you to calm down NOW so that I can take charge of this situation.” Once you talk to your fear in an authoritative manner, your consciousness raises beyond the unconscious reaction of Fight/Flight and into the consciousness of mastery of your energy.
Also, if you continually monitor the thoughts that you allow to stay in your mind and the emotions that fill your body, you are already becoming the authority over the energy field that you hold in your body and project out into your world. In fact, becoming the Master of your Energy is the basis of activating your multidimensional perceptions and abilities.
Acting in a novel fashion
This chaos forces you to adapt by engaging in deep introspection so that you can call upon forgotten resources. Through this deep inner inspection you will re-connect with your multidimensional thinking. Your multidimensional thinking is coded to receive the Light Language of the higher frequencies of reality. Then, via Light Language, you will receive all the assistance that you need in order to act in a novel fashion.
Your first novel action will be to project your consciousness into the Core of any person, place or thing with which you are interacting. In order to project your mind into the Core of that which you wish to interact or alter, you must first go into the Core of your SELF.
It is through your own Core that you enter into the NOW. Your Multidimensional SELF lives in the NOW, and is in constant connection with your third/fourth dimensional expression serving as your anchor into Earth. TIME is your anchor to the physical plane. Time, as you know it, only exists in the third/fourth dimension. It is your attachment to time that pulls you OUT of the NOW of the ONE.
Within the NOW, you are also within the ONE. When you are ONE with all life, you can commune with every particle of reality and request that it agrees to follow your request. In other words, the effort of guiding the Ship with my mind was, primarily, the effort that it took for me to calm my fears and enter the NOW.
Once I was in the NOW, I was ONE with the multidimensional matrix of the Ship. Therefore, I could ignore the portions of the Ship that were offline and activate the fourth dimensional matrix, which was beyond any physical destruction.
Within the NOW of the ONE, which is best accessed through your own Core, you can connect with the higher frequency matrix of any manifestation to repair, activate and/or enter that matrix. Also, within the NOW you are free of time and can easily move along the time spectrum to make changes in the matrix.
In fact, entering the time matrix of Earth has often been used to correct a course of possible destruction. Unfortunately, this skill can be, and has been, misused to control and dominate. This misuse of Earth’s planetary timeline matrix is a primary reason why we Galactics have been given permission to assist a free will planet.
I will return soon to discuss the process of Mind over Matter in greater depth.
Mytre of the Ashtar command
At this point in your Personal/Planetary Ascension Process, more and more of you are having Spontaneous Awakenings. These awakenings often occur after a long bout of depression, anxiety, illness or “bad luck.” These awakenings occur because the multidimensional light bombarding your planet is so intense that the light quotient of humanity is raising to Critical Mass. Light quotient is not the same as majority of people.
At this point, the majority of humans are still struggling through the third/fourth dimension. However, the light of the awakened ones is so intense that it over-shines the darkness of those who are lost in the briar patch of third dimensional turmoil. In fact, an awakened person holds ten times lighter than their un-awakened companions.
The differences between the two expressions of human consciousness create chaotic energy fields because the juxtaposition between the third/fourth and fifth dimensional parallel realities is causing a paradigm shift in your world. It was the same in my world when we entered this phase of ascension.
You, the awakening ones can no longer hide in your illusions. Thus, you must enter into the chaos of the many changes that are occurring within the NOW of your reality. It is the shift from the perceived safety of a familiar and apparently ordered world that is causing the Spontaneous Awakening.
The lies that you have been told, and that you have told yourself to make life “good enough,” no longer work to hide your disillusionment. The “things” you buy do not give you the same pleasure, those important people you befriended are no longer interesting, that job that gave you so much prestige has become a hollow victory, and the money you worked so hard to make is gone before you can enjoy it. “What is this all about?” you ponder.
What you may not know is that your higher expression of SELF is looking you over and waiting for this very opportunity to jar your comfortable denial. Your Multidimensional SELF gives you dreams, ideas, and opportunities for change and constantly speaks to you in the back of your mind.
“What is that nagging voice?” you ask. “My life is JUST FINE,” you say, a little too loud. But as much as you push away the growing wave of transformation, the chaos of change expands more and more until you are overwhelmed. But, what are you overwhelmed with? You do not know. You cannot understand. Your life is just as it was when you thought it was great. Why are you suddenly so miserable?
It is the Light. The higher frequencies of light are erasing the third dimensional indoctrinations and replacing them with the Multidimensional Operating System. With the download of the new operating system, your biological computer brain can no longer compute information in the same logical, sequential manner. Many multidimensional messages are swirling through your brain and altering your neurological circuitry. These surges of high frequency light are creating sudden crashes of old mental computations.
“Am I losing my mind?” you wonder. No, you are just uploading a new mental system, and right now you are in-between the old system of computation and the new system of Flowing with the Light. The many sequential details that have filled your brain are at right angles to the circular flow of the Light Language embedded in the higher frequency light.
Some of you know that you are awakening, and some of you have been awakened for a while. It is these awakened ones who need to connect with each other and with the newly awakening ones. In this manner, the awakened ones can learn to be fifth dimensional leaders and the newly awakenings ones can gain the assistance of those who have completed the process that they have just begun.
With a core group of humanity openly saying there is a reason for what is happening, the fear of mental breakdown is replaced with a hunger for change. It is at this point that your spiritual awakening begins, for fear has left that threshold. Many people may scoff at you, but once you have gone through your cycle of resistance, you begin to feel the unconditional love that is so much stronger than external judgment.
You remember now that there is important work to be done. You are here to assist your planet, which you can only understand once you have released your addiction to the third dimensional illusions. Through the thinning veil of illusion you can perceive and begin to enter the new paradigm of reality. In the third dimensional paradigm, REAL was comprised of third/fourth dimensional molecules organized into a physical form.
You knew this form was real because it offered resistance to your touch. You could see it with your physical eyes and heard it with your physical ears. This form had hard edges and familiar angles. However, your new mental operating system perceives energy patterns that feel alive to you. You do not know what these energies are, but you have a feeling that they are another reality, a life form or, maybe, a Higher Being.
Your “feelings” are changing right along with you thoughts. “Feeling” used to mean emotions or your sense of touch. Now your feelings are similar to a new kind of perception that you experience through your mind. Furthermore, you now realize that your mind is not just in your body. In fact, both your thinking and your emotions seem to be emanating from above you. This above is not above in space, but above in frequency.
Those of you who have been awakened long enough to become familiar with your new version of SELF, are hearing a call to put all that you know to use. You are tired of keeping quiet so “they” won’t judge you. You want to talk about what is happening in your body and in your life. You want to share your new world with other people who are experiencing the same thing.
In other words, now that your Multidimensional Operating System is fully integrated into your third/fourth dimensional brain, heart and body, you KNOW you cannot go back. You don’t know exactly where you are going, but you WILL find out. Unfortunately, you are not sure how you will find out because you are still “in-between” who you were and who you are becoming.
However, your ever-expanding Unity Consciousness is telling you that you are connected to everything and everyone. You are connected to the Planet, as well. In fact, you ARE the planet. It is the realization that you are the planet that allows you to remember that you are also the Higher Beings that you are hearing, seeing, touching and following into the unknown.
You don’t know where you are going, but you have remembered to follow the “feel” of unconditional love. How did you get from the frightened, disillusioned one to following the Flow of unconditional love? You don’t remember, and you are not looking back to find out.
Congratulations dear Earth Friends. You are ascending NOW!
You are now coming into a peak phase of your ascension process in which you will realize that all that you have become is merely an introduction to the expression of the SELF that you will soon display. All of your lives you have been building towards this moment of being a world leader.
Being a world leader does not mean that you need to be a governmental leader, for government will be very different in your new world. Instead, being a world leader means that you are among the Ones who are the leaders through the portals into the many worlds of New Earth. Hence, you will be a leader into a New World.
The portal to New Earth is not perceived by your physical senses for it is not a physical portal. It is a fifth dimensional portal and can only be perceived by your multidimensional consciousness. In Fact, this portal is within the NOW of the ONE. Therefore, it is within your High Heart.
In your third dimensional reality you are accustomed to recognizing reality as outside of your body. However, in the fifth dimensional reality you will perceive reality from inside your SELF. As your consciousness continues to expand, you will remember how to perceive all reality from the inner perspective of your High Heart.
Many of you are beginning to FEEL the frequency of any given reality so that you may choose whether or not you wish to interact with that possible or probable reality. A possible reality is one that you may or may not choose to experience, whereas a probable reality is one you are already experiencing in some frequency of your multidimensional SELF.
If you decide it is within your destiny to interact with any given world, you can open the Portal of your High Heart by going within your SELF to visit that reality.
On the other hand, you may choose not to interact with that reality. Hence, you will keep your portal closed. Still, you may choose to project unconditional love into that reality.
Finally, you many not be drawn to that reality. In that case, you can simply ignore that reality and move/flow your consciousness beyond it.
You are already choosing which third dimensional experiences/realities you wish to experience. There are many daily experiences in which you choose to either engage or ignore. However, as you continue to flow into the higher frequencies of Multidimensional Earth, you are entering the energy field in which Earth is transmuting into Her higher frequencies of expression.
Since Gaia is entering the multidimensional world of the fifth dimension, She is a “trying on” myriad different version of Her Planetary SELF. Whereas physical Earth could have only one concrete, static and time-bound version, multidimensional New Earth is expressed in myriad frequency and sub-frequency expressions of reality.
Because of the many possible realities of New Earth, more humans can ascend out of the third/fourth dimensional Earth and into the ever-escalating possibilities of fifth dimensional Earth. Just as you may visit many houses before you move into a new home, Gaia is visiting many expressions of Her New Earth. However, Gaia’s homes are on different frequencies instead of in different places.
Simultaneously, New Earth has always existed within the NOW of the ONE. The concept of different types of reality existing at the same time may seem impossible to your third dimensional thinking. However, that which is impossible to understand with linear, third dimensional thinking is quite normal within the NOW of your multidimensional thinking.
To assist you in converting your sequential, third dimensional thinking into your imagistic, multidimensional thinking, imagine that you are floating up from the bottom of the ocean. You are next to an underwater cliff on which there are many landings. You are looking for the landing that feels the most comfortable because it matches your frequency of expression.
To your third dimensional self, you may have thought of these landings as occurring in different times and places. However, since there is only HERE and NOW in the fifth dimension, these landings are on different frequencies. Just as some landings may be too high for your physical self to visit, some landings may still be too high for your ascending SELF to visit.
However, there are still many possible realities that are within your perception. Thus, you may wish to visit a certain possible or probable reality, or you may choose to move right in to the reality of your choice and get about the business of creating a new life.
The difference between a possible and probable reality is that a possible reality is one that you may or may not choose to experience. On the other hand, a probable reality is one you are already experiencing in some frequency of your multidimensional SELF. The higher your consciousness, the more choices you will have, as you will be able to perceive more multidimensional realities. In fact, the higher your consciousness, the more realities you can simultaneously visit and/or inhabit.
You have waited your entire life for this moment and are NOW ready to live what you have been experiencing in your inner world. You will do this because your inner world will be your real world. By real, I mean that your inner world, which has been a private place in which you could interact with the higher frequencies of life, will soon be your primary reality.
Up until now you have experienced reality as something that was around your physical form. Now, you will experience reality as something that is within your physical form. Allow me to elaborate. What you considered to be real has been based on your third dimensional perceptions of your external world. Therefore, you experienced reality through the filter of your five physical senses.
Now, that your Multidimensional Operating System is coming online and integrating with your Third Dimensional Operating System, your perceptions are slowly, and/or quickly, beginning to alter. Your vision is being expanded into clairvoyance. Your hearing is being expanded into Clairaudience, your “feelings” into Clairsentience, your communication into telepathy and your emotional communications into empathy.
Also, because you are moving beyond time, you are becoming more Clairvoyant and learning to differentiate between a possible and a probable reality. To practice using some of your multidimensional perceptions, close your physical eyes to perceive your current environment through your opened Third Eye.
Before you begin this exercise, allow your consciousness to expand into the Core of Gaia. Then, pull Gaia’s energy into the Core of your earth vessel and up into the higher frequencies of reality. NOW:
Take the roof off of your perceptual world…
Imagine that you are taking your “hat” off your head…
Now you can allow your pineal gland to fully open…
Feel the higher frequencies of light as they enter your Pineal gland…
Project the light images onto the inner, mind screen of your Third Eye…
At first this screen may be blank.
Hence, imagine you are looking through a telescope of an old submarine…
The telescope leads up beyond the submarine (your earth vessel)…
Through the water that surrounds it (your current reality)…
And up into the air above the water (your higher expression of SELF)…
Calibrate your attention to the image seen by your Third Eye…
Pan your Third Eye Portal around in a circle to see that entire higher reality…
You are first met with the image of a higher expression of your SELF…
You may be met by several expressions of your Multidimensional SELF…
See your SELVES gathered around your telescope/Third Eye…
FEEL the unconditional love of this energetic greeting…
Open your High Heart to accept the Flow of unconditional love…
Allow the unconditional love to bond you to this higher reality of your SELF…
FEEL your High Heart bonded to your SELF…
Surrender to the unconditional love as it Flows into your High Heart…
Allow this unconditional love to guide you through your physical life…
As you become accustomed to the feeling of being led by unconditional love, you can begin to recognize that you are Flowing past myriad possible realties. You will observe these realities through the expanded perceptions that are the most developed or innately powerful. Therefore, some of you will see these realities through your Clairvoyance, others will hear them through their Clairaudience still and others will feel them through their Clairsentience.
When you perceive a possible reality with your clairsentience, you will feel it on your skin, within your aura and via your Essence. Initially, all three of these perceptions may feel as though you are sensing the frequency of a reality via your physical skin. When this occurs, expand your consciousness out to feel this sensation through your aura. Then pull your consciousness inwards to perceive this reality with your Essence within your Core.
Perceiving reality through your Core Essence is quite challenging because you have been trained to believe that reality is outside of your physical body. In the same manner, your Clairvoyance is based on seeing from within and your Clairaudience is based on hearing from within.
When you see from within, it often appears that you are thinking that you see it, but is only a vague overlay of the physical world. Hearing from within is often first experienced as a sudden thought that appears to be out of context. Every time that you trust your inner sensing, seeing and hearing, and your expanded perceptions get stronger.
Furthermore, if you move these inner perceptions into your physical world, you will OWN your immense creative ability. For example, when you write, draw, sing, dance or follow you inner perceptions, you are allowing your inner life to set the course for your physical reality. In this manner, you will move deeper and deeper into the art of mastery of your multidimensional perceptions.
Just as you can see, hear and feel your third dimensional reality, eventually, you will be able to identify possible and probable fifth dimensional realities via your expanded perceptions.
If you choose to interact with any reality, open the Portal of your High Heart into that reality and bond with it via your unconditional love. Once you are bonded with that reality, you will commune with the members of that world through your telepathy and empathy.
Because of this interaction, this possible reality becomes a probable reality because you are experiencing it through a given frequency of your Multidimensional SELF.
In summary, you are going into the Core of your third dimensional expression of SELF to look out and perceive reality from inside your self. You can see many multidimensional worlds by looking through the lens of your inner Third Eye.
Your Third Eye is similar to the telescope in your submarine in that it can look out of your body from the inside, then up through your current reality and directly into the higher expressions of your SELF. As you look into that higher expression of your SELF, you will feel the immense, unconditional love from the higher dimensions.
If you choose to interact with that reality, you will open the Portal of your High Heart to that reality, and with your unconditional love, bond with that world. Hence, you have entered a possible reality, making it a probable reality that an expression of your Multidimensional SELF has chosen to join.
You have many exciting adventures to experience as you move into your Multidimensional SELF. Remember, time and space are third/fourth dimensional illusions. Therefore, you will not “run out of time, or get “lost,” as YOU are always HERE in the NOW.
I shall return with my dear friends,
FIFTH DIMENSIONAL LEADERSHIP
Greetings, we are the Arcturians,
We are HERE in your NOW to talk to you about fifth dimensional leadership. We will begin by telling all of you that you are already leaders or you would not be interested in expanding your innate leadership into its fifth dimensional expression. You have known, or are now remembering, even if this knowing was unconscious to your daily life, that you would be called upon one day to make a contribution to your Planetary Ascension.
Therefore, we ask that each of you begin to ask us personally, in your meditations and through your journaling, exactly what specific contribution you volunteered to give to Gaia before you took this form. It is important to remember that you are NOT your body. You are wearing your body. That is, the third dimensional resonance of your Multidimensional SELF is wearing your current body. We say “current” for your body will transmute along with your consciousness.
We will now begin to give you a foundation for the definition of fifth dimensional leadership. For one thing, this form of leadership is the higher expression of your third dimensional leadership. Therefore, you will continue to lead in whatever fashion you are leading now, except that your consciousness will be expanding more and more each day.
Because of your ever-expanding consciousness, your thoughts, emotions, creative ideas and physical form will resonate to higher and higher expressions. For example, your thoughts will become increasingly multidimensional, and you will no longer find that your thinking binds you to old 3D paradigms that are rapidly becoming extinct.
With your thoughts free of many of the limitations and concepts of separation that have ruled your life so far, your emotions are becoming free of fear and based on love. Furthermore, your love is becoming unconditional. Therefore, you will become increasingly tolerant of others, whether or not you agree with the path they have taken.
Of course, the energy that you put out returns back to you. Thus, the unconditional love that you send out will instantly return into the Portal of your High Heart. It is through this Portal that you shall lead in a fifth dimensional manner. You shall also lead via your multidimensional consciousness, so that you will always be able to perceive the higher frequency expression of every situation.
Through your opened Third Eye you will be able to look into the matrix of any situation to resolve it in the deepest fashion, as well as perceive each situation from a higher dimensional perspective. The joy of fifth dimensional leadership is that there is no separation from those whom you lead. Therefore, it will not be necessary for a leader to be lonely in his or her position, as you will be in Unity Consciousness with all whom you lead.
We say “all.” You may not, however, be leading humans. You may find that your leadership is directed towards the animal or plant kingdom. You may even find your leadership is to be focused on communion with the body of Gaia. The most important element is that you shall be ONE will all whom you lead.
We understand that you still carry a corporeal form. Therefore, there are still the limitations of having a job, paying your bills, taking care of your family and the fatigue that comes with your busy physical life.
Remember, that your earth vessel is the Temple for your great consciousness that you have returned to its true, multidimensional status. Therefore, remember to care for your body first, so that you can be at your best when you care for others.
Because you have allowed yourself to acknowledge your innate leadership abilities, you are also able to recognize that your creative force is the tool through which you will lead. You will lead through that which you LOVE to do. In other words, if you love to write, you will lead through writing. If you love to create art, you will lead through your art forms. If you love to exercise, you will lead through bodily movement, etc. etc.
Therefore, you will not change yourself to become a leader. Instead, you will OWN that you are already a fifth dimensional leader. You will be a leader by being your SELF and by sharing your greatest creative gifts. It is through your creative expression that you will touch the hearts of others. Some have a gift for conversation, others for healing, others for empathy etc. etc.
You will not change or improve yourself to be a fifth dimensional leader. You will love and accept yourself unconditionally. In this manner, your leadership will be based on unconditional love and acceptance. As a fifth dimensional leader, you will realize that you can only give away that which you have. Therefore, you will not ask of others what you cannot give in return.
Also, the concept of “others” will dim within the Unity Consciousness of fifth dimensional leadership. You will remember to honor your self and your process of being a leader, so that you can honor those in your circle of influence. In fact, you may never tell anyone that you are a fifth dimensional leader because you have gained freedom from your ego.
Therefore, you can NOW be a leader, not because you want to be, but because you already are. Your leadership will not come FROM you, but rather THROUGH you. Your Multidimensional SELF will be your leader, and you will pass along the gifts that you have received. Being a fifth dimensional leader is not a job or a position, it is a way of life. As a fifth dimensional leader, you honor the inner leadership to which you have connected and lovingly assist others in finding their inner leadership.
Dear leaders, it is important that you connect with like-minded people. Unity consciousness is the basis of fifth-dimensional, “Leaderless Leadership.” Therefore, give yourself the gift of meeting with those with whom you can be totally open and honest. We, the Arcturians, can clearly perceive the swiftly approaching NOW in which your expanded awareness will be sought after and received with opened hearts.
We realize that many of you have had to “hide in plain sight” so that you could continue a safe and comfortable life on third dimensional Earth. You knew that your “time” was not yet. Therefore, you waited for your Clarion Call before you would come out from deep cover and be the Vanguards of your New Reality.
Beloved ONES, the Clarion Call is NOW!!! Soon, yes that dreaded word soon that has disappointed you again and again; soon you will see about you the beginnings of the New World for which you have longed. Some have had this longing for their entire life, and others have just awakened to the inner knowing that has taunted the long-awakened ones.
We tell you now that your inner knowing was actually a vision from beyond time. Now that your time is blurring into the NOW, your inner visions of a reality based on multidimensional light and unconditional love is coming into manifestation. Be patient as the dying off of the old creates the chaos of immense change. To move smoothly through this final transition, we advise that you:
Release ALL your old habits of limitation.
Surrender to the unknown by falling into your High Heart.
Enter chaos as the Spiritual Warrior that you ARE.
Use your great courage to act as your true SELF in your daily life.
Our dear Ascending Ones, we Arcturians are everywhere now. We fill your skies with our Ships, we embody many human and animal earth vessels, we are entering the consciousness of all those who can embrace our unconditional love, and we speak through the messages of the many earth bodies that we have chosen to wear.
We honor our many Earth Beings in human, animal, planetary and Elemental form. YOU are the creators of New Earth and you are creating it NOW!
Your Galactic Family,
Beloved Ascending Ones,
We, The Arcturians, observe that many of you are having a challenge during this final stage of integration of your new, Multidimensional Operating System into your old, third dimensional thinking. In other words, a part of you is fully multidimensional while another part, usually your earth vessel, feels like an anchor that you are dragging around with your consciousness. Actually, that is a correct metaphor. YOU are no longer your earth vessel, but you are still using it to remain attached to the 3D Earth Matrix.
You are much like a Hermit Crab who has grown too large for its current shell and is desperately looking for a larger encasement so that it can still crawl around the ocean to find food. Just as a Hermit Crabs sometimes leaves the water, you are increasingly leaving your usual habitat. For myriad lives you have limited your environment to the physical plane. However, the physical reality is beginning to feel like a shell that no longer fits.
The frequency rate of the YOU that is free of your vessel is many octaves higher than the vessel that you appear to be wearing. Hence, there is a constant juxtaposition between the YOU inside your earth vessel and the YOU that is quickly expanding beyond the confines of third dimensional limitation.
There are, also, many changes in your consciousness that are making your earth vessel feel too tight. For example, your thoughts have become too fast for your physical articulators to effectively express. Furthermore, your emotional longing for something that seems impossible by the standards of your physical brain make you lonely and forgetful. Thus, you are beginning to forget, but it is the third dimension that you are forgetting, while your yearning for something new is growing stronger.
Things, activities, people, foods and interest that were once very important are beginning to mean less and less to you. The time-bound thinking that has driven you to do a certain thing, be a certain place or finish a certain task by a given time is falling away. You are literally forgetting that which you do NOT want to do. Instead, you are choosing to follow the urges of the New You.
Who is the New You? This you are definitely not the person you have always been. In fact, you would never have dared to believe that you could become the version of your SELF that is gradually, or swiftly, taking over your ever-changing and expanding life.
The part of you that cared what you should do has been replaced with the New You that only wants to do what you want to do. YOU want to do only that which fills you with this new feeling of calm contentment. You have gained an inner faith (or is it courage?) that allows you to live via your own, inner compass. Therefore, even if it means changing your entire life, you are willing to follow this expanded experience of reality that is arising from within your Core.
Of course, the usual challenges are there, for now, but you have a knowing that things are about to change in a very big way. You are not sure in which way your life will change, but you know that YOU will change it. For one thing, you know reality is different because you are changing how you perceive life.
You are choosing to keep your mind open and your heart filled with unconditional love. You can only do this because you have chosen to listen to your SELF and are no longer a captive of a reality forced upon you by someone else.
“Someone else” is a term that is beginning to mean something different. It used to mean every one, but now it feels like an old term, such as a “buggy whip.” that is no longer necessary in in your language. You don’t drive a horse drawn carriage, so a buggy whip is not needed. In fact, if you or when you do drive a carriage, you would not want to whip that majestic animal who is doing you a favor by pulling your carriage.
In fact, you have a growing respect for all animals. Hence, you no longer feel that you are superior because you have two legs and they have four legs, or no legs. You now perceive animals, as well as plants, as living creatures that have the same rights as you. Being a human is no longer being the most evolved being when you realize that some animals, such as the cetaceans, are just, if not more, evolved than humans.
The former superiority of your ego is shifting. In fact, you are beginning to grow beyond the confines of ego. Whereas once you identified yourself as your ego and only occasionally listened to your Inner Voice or your Higher SELF, now you ARE your Higher SELF and your Inner Voice is YOUR voice. Your ego still exists, but it has been relegated to care and maintenance of your earth vessel for as long as you decide to keep wearing it. This vessel is feeling very tight lately, and it seems VERY slow.
Your mind often races far ahead of your body and your brain. Your brain, once connected only to your earth vessel, is now connecting to your Multidimensional SELF. Because of this new connection, you are receiving many messages from the higher frequencies of reality. Some of you receive these messages in your dreams, some of you receive higher messages through your thoughts and writings, and some receive messages through emotions or even actions.
Through whichever manner you are wired into your higher perceptions, you are receiving more messages than before, as well as messages from higher frequencies. Of course, not everyone is on the same fast track as you. However, they may suddenly awaken one day and flash into a full awakening.
You are the Openers. You are the first ones to open the myriad Portals into the fifth dimension. Also, you are the ones who will stand by that open Portal until everyone has gone through. “The first shall be the last.” However, that third dimensional term does not exactly explain what we are saying.
You, the Openers, volunteered to be the leaders of this Planetary Ascension. Therefore, you serve as the Scouts who go ahead into the unknown and come back to tell of your experiences. You dash into the Bliss of the NOW, and courageously return to tell of your trek. You have become masters of saying things in a specific manner so that you do not frighten your audience.
There are many who are still fast asleep. If you awaken them too suddenly they will experience fear, which would lower their consciousness rather than raise it. To best “read” the needs of the ones you are assisting, go into your own Core and look IN to the ONE.
From within your inner perspective, you will KNOW just what to say and when. In this manner, you can keep your ego out of the picture and speak only from within your Core of SELF.
A blessed side effect of assisting others is that you will be using the immense, higher-frequency light coursing through your body. The energies that you are now downloading and integrating into your form need to be kept moving.
Therefore, when you are conscious of this incoming energy:
- Accept it
- Share it with Gaia
- Integrate it into your body, consciousness and life
- Love it unconditionally
- And send it out to your reality
Once the energy is sent out, surrender to whatever higher purpose you have initiated. This act of surrender assures that your 3D ego remains dis-engaged and that YOU are merely serving as a step-down transformer.
Remember that YOU are the Portals that you opening. Some of you have within your Mission the ability to see Gaia’s many Portals and to then open them. Some of you have the ability to perceive the Portals within other humans and to assist them to open their own Portal. By surrendering to the Flow of the unconditional love embedded in the incoming multidimensional light, you are serving as a messenger for your highest expression of SELF.
Beloved earthbound expressions of your Multidimensional SELF, your path of incarnation is coming into a steady curve. That which was once determined from your external world is being replaced by an internal compass which re-calibrates with your every step. As you return to the NOW of the ONE, thoughts feel like an echo and emotions are becoming a way to perceive your reality. Your movements become flowing and your creativity bursts forth into full bloom.
Your once “far-away” guidance is within your every thought, and the unconditional love that you felt only in deepest meditation or prayer is becoming normal. You are very different than you have ever been because you are returning to the Core of your Eternal Being. Honor yourself with your every breath, for YOU are vital to the process of Personal and Planetary Ascension.
You have studied, suffered, forgotten and remembered that which is now easily within your grasp. Reach inward to receive these truths and allow them to meld into the Three Fold Flame of your High Heart. Look inside to see us, your Higher Expressions.
Through many lives of limitation, separation and duality we were with you. We held your hand in your darkest night and filled you with joy and bliss when you were able to receive it. Through your myriad lives, you may have felt alone, but we have never left you. How could we? After all, we are YOU!
The Arcturians and your Galactic Family
PERSONAL AND PLANETARY ASCENSION
I have been feeling the beginning of this message inside. Can you continue the rest of your message now?
Good Morning Suzille,
Yes, we were speaking with you in your sleep last night, but you were too tired to bring forward any of our message. However, you couldn’t remember the first few words, which have actually been in your mind for quite a while. Furthermore, we had to present the dynamics of higher thought before you and your readers would be able to deeply understand what we are about to say.
Our Dear One, we have spoken to you for many of your years, but we wish to tell you that we are about to take a quantum leap in the information that we send you. Previously, it was unsafe to send you certain information and/or your mind was not ready to receive it. However, the world is much lighter now and the danger of offering the TRUTH is greatly diminished.
Therefore, we have decided to share some unique information through you and through many other Earth Representatives. We prefer not to use the word channel, as a channel is erroneously thought of as one who is not of our Beingness. Of course, those through whom we speak, in fact, everyone, are ONE with our Being, for we resonate to the eighth through tenth dimensions of formless unity with ALL life. However, we will be moving into a higher frequency, just as you will.
In fact, all life in this Universe is experiencing an Octave Jump in resonance. There are some who will not be able to participate in that leap in vibration, so they will be re-located to another Universe. They will not be aware of their relocation, and will likely experience Gaia’s ascending reality as an “interesting dream.” They will have no sorrow, as they will not know that they have left.
They will not know that their reality has changed because they were not even awake within the Ascending Earth reality. Therefore, they will continue to slumber within the reality that will be new to them, but they will not know that it is new. Now, we hear your question of, “What about those who care for them? Will those who remain in this reality miss these people?”
Our answer is that anyone who is awake enough to read this message is already the creator of his or her reality. If that creator wants to create a reality in which they are with that person or persons, they can offer a thought-form filled with their love in which that person could leave a component of his or her Essence. Then, that person will have the opportunity to remain within this world, while they are still bi-located into their other reality.
You must remember now that ALL of you, even if you are deeply asleep, have myriad realities in which you participate because you are ALL multidimensional. Therefore, the force of LOVE that offers a thought-form in which the sleeping one can continue to experience your ascending reality will be added to their reality in the other Universe.
Remember, ascension does not mean that you loose anything. Ascension means that you can experience myriad choices of reality within the ONE of the NOW. Even if one’s grounded form is asleep, their Soul is infinitely awake. Therefore, if this loved one’s Soul chooses to accept the thought-form you have offered, which will appear to be fully physical, your love can offer him or her an extended stay within your ascending reality.
If that loved chooses to keep a portion of their essence within your ascending reality, they will have a “higher reality to serve as a strong base from which they can be a leader in their reality in the other Universe. They can choose to pull out of the other reality and focus on the process of ascension. Or, they can choose to pull out of the thought-form body that your great LOVE has created for them.
We know that the concept we have presented appears impossible to your third dimensional thinking. However, embracing the impossible is one of the most important changes you will be making during your ascension. Another challenging issue will be whether or not you will continue your ascension if this loved one pulls out of the thought-form you have created with your love.
You can either respond as an ascending one and KNOW that there is NO death. From this perspective you will remember that this person has chosen a reality different than the one that you have chosen, and you will lovingly respect their choice. On the other hand, you may be so attached to that person that you choose to belay your own ascension to remain with your loved one. The thought form that you created for them is very real. In fact, you may not even be aware that YOU have created it for them.
All the forms that you are holding in your current vibration are a type of thought-form. Thought-forms are created by your ever-growing creative force, which is expanding exponentially as you enter the threshold to the fifth dimension. A thought-form is created with the power of your multidimensional thought and filled with your unconditional love. This thought-form is then kept “alive” by the power of your thought.
If you take all your thoughts away from a thought-form, including your own earth vessel, it will begin to degrade in structure and eventually “leave this frequency.” We realize that “leaving” has been experienced as “death” in your frequency of reality. However, as you continue your ascension, you will experience the coming and leaving of many different beings in myriad versions of reality.
After you have had these experiences, you will remember that if someone chooses to leave your personal choice of reality, it does not mean that that person dies. It only means that that person’s Soul has chosen a version of reality that you do not choose to experience. Some of you may even visit your loved one in that version of reality. However, if you stay too long, you will have to decide if you so deeply want to remain with that person that you will lower your resonance to be with them.
Fortunately, from the fifth dimensional perspective, that choice will only mean that that particular version of your infinite Multidimensional SELF has made the choice to forgo that particular experience of ascension. However, you are experiencing a unique form of ascension in which you are ascending in Oness with your planet, Gaia. It is difficult enough to transmute the mass of one human form into Lightbody. Can you imagine how much more difficult it is to transmute the mass of an entire planet?
Every human who pitches in with the planetary ascension is vital for Gaia’s success. After all, humanity in its current form, as well as its many Galactic forms, is primarily responsible for Gaia’s great fall into the depths of the third dimension. Hence, many of the ascending ones are fully aware that they have chosen to take personal responsibility to assist the planet that has allowed them myriad incarnations.
Therefore, just as one may need to move away from loved ones because of important commitments they have made, some of you may need to move away from loved ones because you have made a commitment to Gaia. However, in this case, it will not be you, but your loved ones, who will move away. They did not choose to do the deep introspection and conscious commitment to your SELF that you have engaged in. Hence, they will not be able to match the resonance of ascending Earth.
This introspection was not to make you better or teach you how to ascend. NO, this introspection was to guide you into the KNOWING that you are already a higher dimensional being in myriad realities. Therefore, your inner search was not to learn to improve, but to remember to connect with that which you have always known.
Please remember that the loved one who has not chosen to ascend will meet with you in their fifth dimensional essence once you ascend. Hence, when you merge, ascend into, your fifth-dimensional-and-beyond expression of SELF, you will be able to connect with the fifth-dimensional-and-beyond expression of the loved one that you thought you had lost.
There is NO losing in ascension. The third dimensional expression of the person who chose NOT to engage in the experience of planetary ascension actually chose to leave Gaia. Gaia needs every one of Her humans to work WITH Her. Every ONE of you must take a paddle and row this earth ship home. There are many reasons why some grounded ones cannot contribute to Gaia’s ascension.
Some of them are trapped in darkness and cannot look inward to find their own Inner Light. Others do not welcome a fifth dimensional reality because they do feel complete with their process of being third dimensional. Others cannot believe in the impossible, and they would rather hold on to old beliefs than enter the unknown. Then, some are just too tired and beaten down from their Earth life to have the energy to embrace the unknown of ascension.
Embracing the unknown is one of the Keys to Ascension. We, The Arcturians, cannot tell you what you will experience without damaging the beautiful individuality that you have developed during your myriad incarnations on Earth. You will all collect your many individual experiences of being human on 3D Earth and offer them to the ONE upon your ascension.
The beauty is that, just as you have all chosen innumerable versions of creating your life on Earth, you will all choose countless versions of your personal and planetary ascension. The changes in your reality will be coming sudden and swift now. Therefore, do not begrudge those who cannot tolerate their entire world shifting before their eyes.
Please use the great power of your unconditional love to respect every one’s choices of how they will deal with the transformation of all that they have known. You will meet their fifth dimensional expression of SELF upon your ascension. Therefore, we ask that you respect everyone’s decision. On the other hand, if one makes decisions that are destructive or burdensome to planetary ascension, they will not be able to match Gaia’s ever-ascending frequency.
Those who cannot, or will not, match the resonance of Ascending Earth will not be able to maintain an open portal from their High Heart into Gaia’s ascending reality. Hence, they will not be able to focus their attention and intention on the higher frequencies enough to perceive the ascending reality. In this case, they will experience the chaos without the promise of change. This situation would be very frightening.
We do not want any one to be frightened. Therefore, they will be shifted into a reality in which they can maintain the highest frequency of expression that is possible for their current state of consciousness. Just as you must match your resonance with a given reality during your inter-dimensional travel in order to inter-act with that reality, ascending ones will need to match their personal frequency with the escalating frequency of Earth.
Fortunately, there are many humans incarnated on Earth who can easily expand their consciousness beyond the ever-rising frequencies of Gaia. These ascending ones will “clear the path” for Gaia by creating and holding higher frequency energy fields into which Earth can transmute Her form. We in the higher frequencies are observing the personal changes and sacrifices that these ones are making to assist their beloved planed and to fulfill their Mission.
Please remember that those who are choosing to leave Gaia rather than hold Her back are also fulfilling their Mission. In other words, “Do not judge another until you have walked a mile in their shoes.” And, most important of all, do NOT allow ANY fear to enter into your consciousness and lower your resonance.
You are being called into duty NOW! Remember all that you have learned in your countless lives on Earth. Remember all your experiences of ascension on any reality in which you have ascended. Most important of all, remember that you are not alone—ever! We, your Galactic, Celestial and Ascended Family are ALWAYS with you.
Walk in courage our beloved ones. We are right beside you.
MYRTE AND THE ARCTURIANS Part One
The Restoration Chamber
When I first arrived on the Arcturian Starship after “accidentally” navigating my Scout Ship with my mind, our society in the Pleiades was at the same stage of ascension as your Earthly society is now. However, when I arrived all I could do was tell the Arcturians that our planet was under attack. Shortly after, I was taken to the Restoration Chamber.
I would like to begin this message by telling you of my experience within the Chamber. As soon as I was in my chair and the door was closed, I was surrounded by total darkness. At first, I was a bit disconcerted by the darkness, but slowly an inner light began to awaken within me. I had never had an experience of perceiving this light before. It seemed to be coming from the top of my head.
The light began to move throughout my brain, as if it were looking for something. After an unknown period of time the source of the light seemed to settle into the very center of my brain. From there it projected a beam into my inner forehead, at which point I passed out.
When I awoke, I could see in the dark. I knew the room was still dark because I was seeing through a higher frequency of vision. I could pan-in or pan-out from what I saw without moving my head in any way. I also realized that I could see to either side, and even behind me, without moving my head. What I realize now is that I was seeing through my Third Eye.
Once I had a chance to “play” with my new vision, I began to feel an immense burning just above my heart. The burning sensation was so intense that I was paralyzed with pain. If I moved my body in any fashion, the pain escalated. On the other hand, if I totally relaxed into a calm, slow breath, the pain receded. Hence, I remained totally still for an unknown time.
I think I fell asleep, for it was not the same sensation as before when I passed out. Either way, when I returned to an awakened state the pain was gone, and I felt unbelievable filled with love. My wife and daughter came into my thoughts, and I immediately saw a picture of them in my mind. Later, much later, I learned that I had actually seen them.
I focused on our village with my mind to see if I could see anything, but all I could receive was an intense fatigue and sense of dread. I later learned that searching for love was an easier task than seeing fear and violence. I also learned that the reason for this discrepancy was to learn to follow the sensation of love during my inter-dimensional travels. Of course, at that time, I had no idea what glory my future would hold.
My pondering was interrupted by the opening of door to the Chamber, which opened quite on its own. I later learned that when the one in the chair resonated to a certain frequency, the door automatically opened. As I slowly stepped down from the chair, I felt a completely unique sensation course throughout my body.
I had no idea what that sensation was, but it was quite blissful. I later learned that my entire body had been re-calibrated to the fifth-dimensional frequency of resonance. However, I could only maintain the gift of higher resonance that I was given by the Arcturians by learning to be the Master of ALL my thoughts and emotions. This mastery was no easy task, but I did achieve it because the reward was so immense.
Once, I found how to balance my new legs, I slowly walked through the door and out of the Chamber. I then entered a quiet corridor. The floor felt more like a cloud than the ground, but I was not sure if it was the floor or my new body. I later found that it was both. The corridor was empty, but I felt the thoughts of the crewmembers as if they were there with me.
The thoughts of so many people swirling through my mind gave me a headache and a feeling of nausea. I put my hand out to hold onto the wall for stability and was instantly overwhelmed by information regarding ALL the workings of the Ship. Fortunately, I heard a quiet instruction emanating from my heart, which was another novel experience, that instructed me to close my eyes and go deep into my own Core.
I was not sure what “going into my Core” meant, but I correctly imagined that it meant to find my own Center. When I focused on the Center of my self, I could find a place of peace and, even, quite. Within that quiet I realized that I was hearing these voices from within my self rather than through my physical ears.
I found my Center again so that I could balance my body enough to stand on my own. I then gradually opened my eyes and saw the smiling face of an Arcturian. “Very good,” It spoke. (Arcturians are androgynous even when they are wearing a form.) “Follow me,” it said, as it led the way. It could tell that I was still disoriented and kept a slow pace.
At first I did not see much of the Ship, as I had to keep my eyes focused on the Arcturian to avoid further dizziness. However, as I continued to walk, I became steadier on my new feet. I had a million questions to ask but knew that I had to respect their means of teaching me.
The Arcturian led me to a Debriefing Room, where I told them everything that was happening on my planet, as well as everything that happened to me on the Ship. After my meeting I was taken to my own quarters, shown how to operate the replicator to make myself some food, and encouraged to relax and get some sleep. I did everything I was asked to do, except sleep.
I tossed and turned and could not stop thinking long enough to surrender to sleep. I had so many questions. Why did they leave me here alone? What was going to happen next? How were Mytria and my infant daughter? How was my planet? Did the Arcturians save them? And one, and on, and on…
Finally my door buzzed, and I invited an unknown Being to enter. I say “Being” because my unbidden communications revealed that there were Beings from all over the Galaxy aboard this Ship. Fortunately, when the door opened it was an Arcturian who entered. I had had enough surprises for a while.
With a slight smile, the Arcturian said, “How are you doing with mastery of your thoughts?”
Mytre and the Arcturians Part 2
Mastering Thought and Perceiving with Emotion
When the Arcturian kindly mentioned my thinking, I had to laugh. I realized that my out-of-control thinking was partially because I had been recalibrated to a frequency of resonance that I had never experienced before.
I also recognized that I was frightened because my thoughts and emotions were out of alignment with my new body. I remembered the Elohim that Mytria and I had met within the Womb of the Mother long, long ago. However, I had never met an Arcturian, much less experienced a frequency rate of beingness that allowed me to perceive and interact with them.
“Good,” spoke the Arcturian standing just inside my doorway. “You have correctly discerned that we took you to the Restoration Room to expand your resonance. You were taken there because you passed a major initiation of mastering your thoughts and perceiving with your emotions.”
I had no idea what perceiving with my emotions meant, but I was very clear about my difficulty in mastering my thoughts. On the other hand, when I was flying the Ship with my mind, I had only one thought, and I felt that thought with every cell of my body.
“Follow me,” the Arcturian directed, but I saw no movement of its mouth. Furthermore, I heard its message inside my heart instead of through my ears. However, the Arcturian did not explain what I was experiencing. With a knowing smile, it turned and walked away. I was very groggy from lack of sleep and intense anxiety, but I woke up quickly in my vain attempt to keep up with it.
For starters, the Arcturian did not actually walk. It moved just above the ground. In fact, I sensed that it could just blink itself to its destination, but was only using its present archaic locomotion for my benefit. I was clear that I had a lot to learn if I was to remain on this Starship.
The Arcturian guided me into what was likely a holosuite, because it was a huge area with a beautiful lake, warm sun, and a soft breeze that gently moved the leaves on the many trees. In fact, it was the exact area where I first met Mytria. With that realization, a wave of deep loneliness and sorrow rushed through me.
“You have been through a great change,” the Arcturian said. “ We have created a familiar place for you to rest and become accustomed to your new frequency of form. You may use your mind to call up anyone that you wish to visit.”
“But, will they be real?” I asked.
“What do you mean by real?” The Arcturian queried.
I did not even know how to answer that question, so I stumbled around and said,
“You know, real in that it is not just my imagination.”
“Everything is your imagination,” the Arcturian said as it turned and left the lake, the holosuite, or was it the reality?
Unfortunately, I could not ask these questions because the Arcturian was suddenly gone. Obviously, I was on the fast track of learning, and I had to stop questioning and start remembering what had happened to me on the Ship.
Therefore, I started to call up the illusion, hologram or reality of my shipmates to ask them what they had seen. That was when I remembered that they must be on the Starship too. Before I had a chance to ponder that question, all three of my crewmates, including the one who had died, appeared before me.
I was overwhelmed to see someone who I watched die standing in front of me. Maybe he was a hologram, but if he was, I didn’t want to be the one to break it to him.
“We brought you some food,” they said.
We sat down on a flat rock and ate our simple food while we all pretended that this experience was normal, and I tried to figure out if it was real.
A Note from Sue
Last night in the middle of the night I was awakened by a message that flew quickly through my mind, but was important enough to wake me. The room was dark, so I gabbed a paper and a pen and went into the bathroom to see by the nightlight. My message was:
Earth is calling in Her markers from anyone who may owe Her.
Of course, that sentence is a third dimensional way of saying that Gaia is making Her final arrangements for transmutation.
Therefore, any one who is busy being distracted by what seems to be so important, is being called away from their distractions and into Gaia’s service.
Part of the reason for my getting this message may be because of a quick meditation, or maybe it was a vision, that I had as I was falling off to sleep the night before. I had just arrived in Dana Point with my girlfriend for her Birthday Getaway, and I was thinking about the myriad earthquakes that were in the San Diego area.
Dana Point is quite close to San Diego, and my husband had protectively “reminded” me of the earthquakes before we left. I didn’t think of it until I was falling asleep. Then, I realized we were there to assist Gaia. I could feel that the land in that area was having problems transmuting, and I knew that it was because of the nuclear power planet between Dana Point and San Diego.
In my partial sleep state, I began transmuting the land and assisting Gaia. All was going well, when a short, negative E T, a fearful image from my childhood, walked up to me. I started to feel fear, but I stopped my self and called in the Arcturians.
Instantly, I felt myself transmute into a ten-foot tall version of Arcturian. My human disguise came off and my real identity was revealed. I wish I knew how to describe it. I was so calm, so filled with love that I could not even imagine the sensation of fear.
I, in my Arcturian form, walked over to the short ET, leaned over and kindly touched it on the shoulder. Then, in a very loving fashion, I said,
“You may want to leave now, as it may get too difficult for you here.”
It was a very short meditation, but the feeling of being a ten-foot tall Arcturian Lightbody stayed with me for hours. In fact, if I just close my eyes for a few moments I can still call up the feeling again. Mostly, I can feel the complete lack of judgment and the true concern for the difficultly that the fearful, and afraid, being might experience.
I think the most important lesson in this short experience was that transmuting my form so easy. Of course, I am still walking around in a physical body because the Arcturian form was not physical. However, my perception of life, especially fear, was totally different while my consciousness was calibrated to that frequency of SELF.
I write this brief note to remind you all that you do NOT have to learn anything. All you have to “do” is to remember who you really are and call it into your daily life. We are Flowing into a period of immense change. When our world gets overwhelming, all we need to remember is to call in our SELF!
Mytre and The Arcturians Part 3
Is It Real?
After I ate familiar food with my crewmates, we stripped down and swam in the lake. Then, we lay down on the warm rock and talked about nothing. We told jokes, laughed and finally feel asleep on the warm rocks. When I awoke, the sun was low on the horizon and my friends were gone.
Suddenly, I was engulfed by the deep sorrow that I had not been able to feel about leaving my beloved family. I was alone now, so I could cry like a baby, and I did. As I cried, images from being on the Mother’s land with Mytria, laughing with her, and making love filled my heart.
Slowly, I realized that those images were stronger than the feeling of grief and I began to focus on the feel of the images. As I allowed the feeling of deep friendship, love and fun to fill my body, I began to understand what the Arcturian meant by “perceiving with emotion.”
When my emotion was sad, all I could perceive was that I was alone on a rock that was once filled with love. However, as I gave my sorrow a voice, my perceptions began to change. In my mind’s eye I actually saw that which I was remembering. With the feeling of love filling my body, I looked out towards the setting Sun and saw my SELF.
I don’t know how to explain how I saw myself, as I saw it with the emotion of Bliss. I had released my loneliness and deep sorrow and replaced it with the FEEL of love for another. Then, once I felt love for another, I was able to love my SELF. By SELF, I mean, the self that is ONE with the SELF that is ONE.
At that time, that sounded like a poor sentence, but gradually I began to understand what it meant. I was creating the hologram with my thoughts, just like the Arcturian said I would. I called forth my friend and gave life to my friend who had died. I hung out with them on a sunny day because I needed to feel like a “normal” guy relaxing with his buddies. Finally, I fell asleep, as I could no longer believe the fantasy that I had created.
With the loss of my illusion, I had to face my truth. Fear and sorrow came fast, and love and happiness came in a slow, but enduring manner. When I allowed my emotions to speak to me, I could see the truth around me. Much to my surprise, that truth included the fact that my sorrow was not just for my family.
I was mourning the loss of all that I had held to be true, honest and real. Now that I realized that my real world was an illusion, all I could perceive was the truth. With that final realization, the lake vanished, the rock vanished, the trees vanished and the setting sun revealed the door out of the holosuite.
I knew that walking through that door was acknowledging that everything that I had ever known, done, had and experienced was an illusion. Through the door was my true SELF. Yes, of course, this SELF was within me, but through the door I would learn how to remember who I really am.
I stared at the flat door on the empty wall for a very long time. I knew that I no longer had a choice. Once I moved our small Ship with my mind, everything changed because I changed. Then, when I left the Restoration Chamber, I began to BE my truth, which terrified me.
I stood up and walked toward the door. With my head held high, I walked through the door and followed the awaiting Arcturian who greeted me with an open heart. No words were needed, for now I could read its mind.
As my Arcturian friend (they don’t have names in the manner that I was used to) led me through the corridor, it started to float higher and higher above the floor. I know that it was encouraging me to do the same, but my doubts were louder than my belief in my SELF.
With that thought, the Arcturian turned around and stared into my face. Gradually, a small golden light grew within me. In fact, it felt as if it was gently rising above the threshold of my inner doubt.
I know that sentence does not make sense, but my doubt was not infinite. It was strong within the part of me that still held fear, the part of me that held the dark. However, this golden ball was rising above that fear and filling me with light.
Yes, of course, this is the Sun that revealed the door out of the holosuite and into my SELF. The Arcturian read my imagistic mind and spoke to me in an image more powerful than words. I could feel tears rolling down my face, but they were tears of joy. I threw back my head and opened my heart to the growing joy within me.
I raised my arms up and out to surrender my heart to…what? I did not know, but the sensation of surrender felt wonderful. I closed my eyes and the surrender turned into bliss and the bliss turned into a total quiet, a complete calm and a sensation of floating.
And then the Arcturian said, “Open your eyes.”
I did not want to open my eyes. I was concerned that if I saw the outside world I lose these marvelous, healing sensations.
“Open your eyes now,” I heard with a sense of urgency.
Reluctantly, I opened my eyes and saw the ceiling of the Corridor inches away from my nose.
I was so startled that I lost my concentration and started to fall.
Much to my surprise, my fall was halted by the Arcturians firm words. I held the feeling of command in my mind, as I repeated, “STOP” until I could lower my feet to the ground.
With a sense of pride mixed with embarrassment, I looked up into the Arcturian’s eyes.
“Now is the time to start your lessons,” said the Arcturian with its mind.
MYTRE AND THE ARCTURIANS Part 4
When I awoke the next morning I was so excited that I couldn’t get dressed quickly enough. (Morning was a chosen cycle rather than rising of the Sun, as we were in outer space. Thus, it was always “night” outside the Ship.) I was in such a hurry to dress that I put my jacket on in side out and had to take even more “time” to take my jacket off and put it back on correctly. (Time was another decided event as the Arcturians live within the ever-present NOW.)
I restrained my self from running through the Corridors to the Collective Dining Area, again not necessary for Arcturian do not eat food. When I entered the busy room I was surprised to see my two crewmates. No, my other friend was not resurrected. I walked swiftly over to them and embraced them both.
It appears that they were waiting for me. We all went to get our food, which was an experience in itself. Since there were members of the Ship from all over our Galaxy, and beyond, we were presented with a vast array of food. I chose a simple Pleiadian breakfast dish, as did my two friends. However, the humorous discussion about our many culinary choices set a welcomed tone of camaraderie and happiness.
My friends were very happy because they were about to take a Shuttle Craft back to our new Homeworld in the Pleiades. They expected that I would be joining them and were very disappointed to hear that I would stay with the Arcturians. I was, of course, struck with great guilt when they asked how I stay away from Mytria and our new baby. They also wanted to know if I had clearance from our Commander to remain with the Arcturians.
When I told them that I had gained the proper clearance, I also had to tell them that I could not share why. I hated to keep a secret from my friends with whom I had just shared a near-death experience, but how could I tell them what I was learning. Our conversation soon degraded from friendly camaraderie to uncomfortable discussion about their return and my staying.
Finally, I had to make an excuse to leave, as the guilt of staying away from my family and my Homeworld was overpowering. Instead of the welcoming warm embraces of our first greeting, we ended with a rather stiff handshake, as I tried to slowly leave the room. “Well, so much for my first glorious day of training,” I though as I left the room.
A huge black cloud was over my head as I walked, face looking down, through the corridor. In fact, I was so absorbed in my self-pity that I almost ran into my Arcturian mentor. Running into a Light Being is a very unique experience, as I literally walked INTO it.
When I did so, I was surrounded by such illumination and unconditional love that I fell onto to floor as if I had been wounded. In actuality, my wounded self fell to the floor. At the same time, I could feel another part of me; I guess it was my own Lightbody, rise up above me. I felt like two extreme polarities of one person.
The confusion of my wounded self and the enlightenment of my Lightbody was such a unique experience that I almost passed out with the effort to expand my consciousness to these extremes. Fortunately, the Arcturian came to my assistance by reaching down and gently toughing the back of the wounded ones heart.
Instantly, my Light SELF rushed into my physical heart and, with no effort, I stood up. When I did so, I realized that the Arcturian was floating above the ground and its face was out of vision. In fact, its face was more of a radiant light with two focus points that I imagined where its eyes.
It was talking with me telepathically, but I could not hear. My physical distance from its heart and eyes made me believe that I could not hear its telepathic message. Of course, the thought was nonsense, but it was the thought that came into me.
Was that thought actually the message? Then I realized that the Arcturian was telling me to levitate myself up to the level in which I could be closer to its head and heart. Yes, levitate, I told my self. I tried to remember how I did that before, but I couldn’t remember how.
After I tried and tried, I became frustrated. No! I became angry. How can this Arcturian expect so much of me? I have only been on this infinitely huge ship a few days. I have just gotten a new body and deserted my family and my Homeworld so that they can teach me to fly!!!
There was my guilt, peppered with anger. What had I done? Had I made the right decision? Was I good enough to fulfill their huge expectations of me? And on and on… I then heard, VERY LOUDLY,
“How are you doing with mastering of your thinking?”
Arcturian humor! They had the ability to be funny. The concept of this immense Light being hovering over my head and making a joke set me into uncontrolled laughter.
The laughing released the anger, released the guilt and released the sorrow, which was the foundation for the guilt and anger. The laughing became more controllable and slowly morphed into a sensation of joy.
I closed my eyes in appreciation of the joy, which then expanded the joy into love. At this point the Arcturian touched the very top of my head, and I felt the most extreme bliss I had every experienced. The bliss continued until I bumped my head on the ceiling of the Corridor. Did I hear the Arcturian laugh?
I fell to the ground in a rather undignified manner and looked up to see the Arcturian smiling. It reached down to touch me, and we blinked into another area of the Ship. This means of transportation was quite exhilarating. I felt no experience of moving. I call it “blinked to another area,” because it seemed to me that I was one place, then my eyes closed for a blink of “time,” and my eyes opened to a different environment.
In this case, I assumed it was another holosuite for we were standing on a rocking cliff looking at constellations and galaxies in space that I had never seen. “Were are we?” I asked. “Are we in another holosuite?” He instructed me to blink again, and I opened my eyes to the familiar vision of the constellations above my Homeworld in the Pleiades.
I tried to be polite when I said, “Is this a hologram or is it real?”
“Is there a difference?” was the response that I heard.
I would have to think before I asked my next question. Or, maybe I should not ask any question. I had learned so far that a question answered just led to another question. Therefore, I decided to wait and allow the Arcturian to continue with whatever point it was making.
I watched silently as many beautiful visions of constellations and galaxies filled my vision. As the beauty overtook my thoughts, I began to realize that each vision created a different sensation within my Heart.
At that point, I again saw the first constellation that I was shown. However, this time I remembered to FEEL every sensation the filled my body, every emotion that arose from those sensations and to listen to every thought that came into my mind.
We went through the cycle of constellations and galaxies many times. Each time, I was able to FEEL the sensations, emotions and thoughts that were initiated by each vision. It was then that I heard the word, “Signature Frequency.”
Yes, I got it. Each world has a Signature Frequency. By then, I had recognized some of the stars, constellations and galaxies and realized how the Signature Frequency gave infinitely more informative than the titles that we had given them.
I turned toward the Arcturian to tell it that I understood, but it was gone. However, I heard a clear message in my heart that I was to stay there until I had memorized every Signature Frequency.
Mytre and The Arcturian Part 5
Inside the Arcturian
I absorbed the Celestial Signature Frequencies for so long that I could no longer keep my eyes open. To my surprise, I could absorb them in a completely different manner when my eyes were closed. It was as if the perceptions of my new, fifth dimensional body only kicked in when I was not using my physical vision. Also, an interesting sound that was beyond my hearing with my eyes open began to resonate through out my Lightbody.
This resonance, along with the changing light images striking my inner vision, set my new form into a spin. At first I barely noticed it and thought I was just dizzy from concentrating for so long. However, I was not concentrating then, and the dizziness quickly transformed into a buzzing sensation that ran through my entire form. I understand why it made me dizzy at first, because this sensation traveled in ever-expanding circles out from my body.
These circles of sensations traveled out at the same time that they traveled deeper and deeper in to my form. As if that was not enough, there was a wave sensation that started to flow up and down my form. I found I could no longer keep my balance enough to stand or even sit, so I lay down flat on the hard rock on which I had been standing.
Once I changed the angle of my body, the sensations also adjusted so that the waves, which were once perpendicular to the rock perpendicular became horizontal with the rock. I this manner, the waves continued to move up and down my spine. Simultaneously, the ever-expanding circles were moving deeper and deeper into the rock and higher and higher into the atmosphere.
There seemed to be a rhythm to the circles and the waves, so I decided to match my breathing to that rhythm. WOW, just two or three breaths and I took off. I am not sure which “I” took off, but I was no longer laying on a rock looking into the Cosmos. Instead, I was flowing through the Cosmos.
I say that I was “flowing,” rather than flying, as I was not moving any of my body parts. It was more like I was flowing with an invisible stream. I knew that I must be moving in my consciousness and that my body was probably still laying on the rock. However, I was so enjoying my experience that I didn’t want to do anything to alter it.
There was a glint of question about whether I was in a superior holoprogram, or if this experience was real. Fortunately, just before the doubt set in, I heard the Arcturians words, “Is there a difference?” Yes, if I created this part of the holoprogram with my thoughts, or if I created this reality, I was the creator in both cases.
An inner voice reminded me to stop analyzing, as it lowered my consciousness and diminished my experience. To my credit, I actually stopped thinking and surrendered more deeply into my journey. At this point of surrender, either I fell asleep or went into a deeper state of consciousness. Actually, isn’t sleep and surrender are the same? Either way, my logical thinking stopped.
I stopped analyzing, stopped questioning and just LET GO. It was as if I heard a silent snap, and took off like a rocket in about a 45-degree angle towards my right. I began to resonate so quickly that all thought and/or emotion were impossible. I was no longer wearing a body. I was pure consciousness. However, my consciousness had more awareness that it ever did when a humanoid form restrained me.
Then, my Essence shot out like a star burst, and I was fully aware of every perception from my myriad different viewpoints. I do not know how I did this, but I knew that this experience could only happen when my consciousness resonated to a very high frequency of reality.
What happened next was even more surprising. For each of the starburst points became a different expression of my total self. Within the NOW of the ONE, I could simultaneously perceive, experience and interact with each of these versions of my SELF.
Suddenly, as if I had crossed some invisible threshold, my experience became too much for me. I felt like a Starship that was going too fast for the Ship to maintain its integrity. I did not want to end this experience, but I began to wonder what would happen if I didn’t culminate this adventure.
“STOP!” I heard within. It was the Arcturian speaking. I knew this because I had recognized its Signature Frequency.
“Stop, slowly,” I again heard within.
However, since I didn’t how I had started this journey, I did not know how to end it. I was going faster and faster and starting to feel completely out of control, which frightened me.
“Open your eyes, NOW,” The Arcturian said.
I opened my eyes quickly, as if my some defense reflex. Then the dizziness came on full force. I was spinning so fast that I could not tell up from down and right from left. I was completely disoriented and on the verge of—I don’t know what—when I felt a warm light around me.
Instantly, I was calm, safe, centered and inside the Arcturian???
I tried to move out of it, as it did not want to invade its body, but I heard it say, “Just sleep now. That is enough for now.”
I woke up the next “morning” in my bunk feeling like a new person. How could I wrap my mind around what had happened? I started to repeat my old question of, “Was that real or just a dream.”
I got my own answer this time, which was, “Is there a difference?”
Note to readers,
I have great empathy for Mytre, as I don’t know if I am making this up or experiencing it in a different version of my Multidimensional SELF. However, I have no idea what I will write until it appears on the page.
Also, if I am to question if this is “real,” or did I just make it up, than everything good and wonderful that has happened to me in my entire life is “not real.” Therefore, I must agree with my Mytre SELF. There is no difference between my “making it up” and “experiencing it.”
I am beginning to understand that one of the greatest leaps into our fifth-dimensional consciousness is to admit to our self that EVERY thought and emotion creates our reality, which is already created within the NOW of the ONE.
Therefore, my thoughts and emotions are creating this reality that is already occurring and being sent to me through Mytre. Without sequential time, cause and effect are the same. There is NO difference!
MYTRE AND THE ARCTURIAN – PART 6
WAITING FOR THE LIGHT
My “new person” decided to go to the group Mess Hall rather than eat alone in my cabin. Little did I know what would happen there? I took my sonic shower, even though I did not want to wash any of the Arcturian energy off my body. However, it was a lifelong habit to bath in the morning, so I did.
While I was in the shower, I wondered how many of my lifelong habits would leave me now. I had no idea that my life would take me to this experience. No wait, I had no CONSCIOUS idea that my life would go this way. But, there was always a “something” that wiggled around in the back of my mind that there was “more.” I had no idea what this “more” was, but the feeling grew as I matured.
Now, I was on an Arcturian Starship, and I had just experienced being inside of an Arcturian. My mind was reeling at the concept of existing inside of another Being, when a small anger began to grow within me. “Where is that coming from?” I asked my self. I pushed the anger away, got dressed and went to the Mess Hall.
As soon as I got there, I knew that it was a bad idea. I looked around at all the “normal” people, at least they were normal to their world, and knew that I did not fit. I no longer fit in my old world, nor did I fit in this world. I looked about the room and wondered how many of them had experienced what I had. Then, I reprimanded my self for being elitist. But, I didn’t feel better than them. I just felt, out of the loop.
How, and with whom, could I share what had been happening to me? On the other hand, how could I keep this all bottled up inside? With that last thought, I began to feel such pressure in my body that I felt like I would burst. NO, I did not want to be so alone. It was hard enough to leave my family, to abandon my Village, to not return home with my crewmates. They would be received as heroes, and I was the one who saved the day!
Where did that arrogant thought come from?? Obviously, I was not fit for public life right now. I turned in such a hurry that I bumped into a tall Antarian. When he growled at me, as Antarians often do, I yelled at him to get out my way. I pushed him in a combative way. If he were not the better man, we would have had a fight right there in the Mess Hall.
Mortified by my behavior, I literally ran from the Mess Hall, out the door and through the corridors in a desperate attempt to find solitude. I was so angry, afraid and sad that I never considered returning to my cabin.
“As the Cycle completes, that which is left in the dark must be released into the Light,” came the voice of the Arcturian inside my head.
“Where are you?” I yelled in an embarrassing manner.
Quickly realizing what I had done, I tried to apologize. Unfortunately, only more anger could be found. I did not voice this anger, but since the Arcturian read my mind better than I could, I might as well have screamed it.
There was no answer. I knew that I had not listened to what the Arcturian had already said, so why would it tell me more? I realized that in my fit of “unconscious” anger, I had unconsciously run to the holosuite. Since I was there, I might as well go inside. The same program of Signature Frequencies was running. Actually, I am sure the Arcturian could see in it’s NOW that I would end up here and would need the familiarity of something, even if it was a holoprogram.
I sat down on the familiar rock and pondered what the Arcturian meant by, “As the Cycle completes…” I was aware that a cycle of my life had definitely completed and that I would never be the same person, but why the anger? Well, of course, it was because I felt out of control. As a long time warrior, being out of control was the most frightening thing, and fear had to be transformed into anger if a warrior was to survive.
Perhaps, it was the cycle of being a warrior that was ending, for I would never be able to take another life now. Maybe I had to drain out the last remnant of the anger that allowed me to survive the fear that I could not allow my self to feel wile in battle?
“Do you still feel angry?” came the voice of the Arcturian inside my head.
My first reaction was to get angry that the Arcturian would not talk to me “face to face like a man!” Of course, there was that combative anger again. The Arcturian was not a “man.” In fact, I wasn’t even sure if it was a humanoid. However, I realized that I did not want to get angry at this amazing Being who was teaching me so much. In fact, I began to feel very remorseful about my behavior, as well as my negative thoughts and uncontrolled emotions.
“It is important to release that which you no longer need,” came the familiar, loving voice.
The concept of not needing fear, anger and sorrow was mind shattering. How would I protect myself without my fear, fight my battles without anger and mourn my losses without sorrow?
“Do you still enjoying creating those aspects of your reality” the Arcturian calmly asked, as if I had a choice.
“You always have a choice,” the Arcturian responded to my thoughts. “YOU are the creator of your reality.”
Wait a minute here, I thought. Did the Arcturian just say that I created the lifetime of war, the endangerment of our Village and the loss of my crewmate? The anger began to rise within me like a firestorm.
I wanted to yell at the Arcturian for blaming me for everything that had happened to my world when I, suddenly, felt a sweet, inner-love wrap around me like a warm blanket. For the first time in my entire life I felt safe, not safe because I was protecting, but safe because I was protected.
“Dear Mytre, this feeling is what you have offered to others. It lies just beneath your anger. After all, how could you give to others what you did not have within your self?”
“But, I thought that feeling of safety came from you,” I queried.
“No Mytre, the safety that you felt came from within yourself. We only amplified that which that which was already there.”
I knew that I felt anger, fear, sorrow and even love. But I had never thought that I had felt safe. With that thought, my mind became filled with images of childhood with my beloved parents. Our world was under attack, but they never let me feel it. They protected me from their fear, their anger and even their sorrow. When they were with me, they always made me feel safe and loved.
I began to sob, not from sorrow, but from gratitude for the wonderful gift that they had invisibly given me. They sacrificed everything to give me what I needed and told me continuously that I was special and that I would do great things one day.
But, while I was away at school yet another bombing killed them. I was so devastated that I forgot about the safety they had given me and replaced it with sorrow, fear and hate. I started sobbing inconsolably when I realized the their gift that I had forgotten and who I had become.
“You have become the great, awakening One that you are in this NOW. Your parents gave you the safety you needed to gain the courage to be a warrior. Now, you must call upon that courage to fight your own inner battle,” spoke the Arcturian.
“However, you will not fight this inner battle with anger and fear, for any emotion that you express is amplified by your expression. Therefore, our dear Mytre, you will fight this inner battle with the unconditional love for your SELF.”
For what seemed like a lifetime, I was silent both in my words and in my thoughts and emotions. This deep silence comforted me and led me to my Core. I had never thought of having a Core, but there it was. It was a place within the Center of my body that was absolutely quiet. There were no thoughts, no feelings, no images—nothing!
There was only the silence of the darkest night before the dawn. I had just re-lived my darkest night, but it was not yet dawn. I think the Arcturian turned off the holoprogram, for the darkness in the room was as absolute as the darkness in my Core.
Fear wanted to pull me away from this deep, inner-void.
Sorrow wanted to fill it with its unshed tears.
Anger wanted to fight its way into the dawn.
But love—unconditional love—felt safe and could patiently wait for the light
And so, I waited!
MYTRE AND THE ARCTURIAN, PART 7
BUBBLES OF REALITY
As I sat in the completely darkened holosuite, focusing on the void within my Core, I began to have sensations in my body. At first, my back and legs were stiff from sitting in the same position for an untold period of time. Then, my arms, shoulders and neck hurt, and my face twitched. Eventually, even my eyelashes and hair seemed to hurt.
Finally, the uncomfortable sensations ceased, and I began to experience my body as a flexible cord that was being stretching to its fullest length. At this point, the cord became increasingly warm and began to unravel. I was watching the imagistic language, trying to translate every image.
I believed that the pain and discomfort represented how my Soul felt while limited in the confines of this physical vehicle. Once, I allowed that concept into my mind, my consciousness shifted to the perspective of being above my body.
At the same time that I was above my body, I also felt my form around me. Interestingly, I was having the sensation that I was wearing my body, rather than being in my body. In fact, I wondered if my body was flesh and blood or another creation of the holosuite. I then began to feel as though there was a third version of me who appeared as a cloud emanation who was floating far above me.
There was also a version of me that I could sense, but could not see it. Nonetheless, I heard this me saying to an unseen friend, “I just had a very interesting dream. I was on a vessel in the sky. I was sitting alone in a dark room while this immense Being of light watched over me. I don’t know how I knew I was in a vessel. In fact, I didn’t know what that huge vehicle was or how ended up there.“
Then, a curtain closed across my mind, and I saw my home on the Pleiades. I saw the beautiful green that covered our world. However, our homes were quite different from what I remembered. Each home was of living crystal, which could change shape and size with mere thought. Even though this world was different than mine, I felt very homesick when that image began to fade.
“Wait, I like this vision. I don’t want to leave here.”
“You never leave a reality,” said the Arcturian. “You just change your intention. All programs of reality are infinitely strung together. It is just that you can only take so much before your brain loses focus. It is best to paint your thoughts, so that you will not forget them.”
“Paint my thoughts, “ I began. I wanted to ask more, but when I looked at my body, I was a female from yet another reality. However, I was an artist and was using a small brush on a huge square of white material.”
Unfortunately, I did not stay there either. Instead, my mind wandered around realities like it was shopping at a store. Just as I got used to visiting one reality, I was led to another. My awareness swept though reality after reality, as if I was searching for something, or some one.
I knew that I was creating these experiences, as I could hear the Arcturian reminding me that I was the creator of my life. At first I was a Pleiadian in all my realities, but when I surrendered to this process, I could experience myself as many other races.
I saw realities in which I was Antarian, Sirian, Tau Cetian, Andromedan, Lemurian and Atlantian. There it was. Atlantis was the reality I was searching for. However, that reality was in a time frame far in the future of my Pleiadian life.
It was then that I began to experience realities that were on totally different timelines than the one in which I thought I was living. With this realization, I began jumping through myriad timelines. I would settle into one time, then just an instant later, I was in a completely different reality in a totally different timeline. Then, I began randomly shifting through reality in times and places that I had never known existed.
I was wondering what the point was of this vision when I heard the Arcturian say, “BE Careful.” What was I to be careful about? Then I found out. The worlds began to course through my mind faster and faster until they all blended into a united flow of life.
The realities spun so fast that they started moving in inner, concentric circles as they traveled deeper and deeper into my Core. My dark Core was now filled with bright light and more activity than I could contain. I felt a sudden, upward force, as if a fountain had been turned on.
Suddenly, the many realities joined into one force of energy that rushed back up my core like an erupting volcano. The energy coursed out through my crown as a huge outward spray of light. I could see higher and higher frequencies of reality as the light was disseminated into the dark room, filling it with brilliant images of myriad realities.
Then, unexpectedly, everything stopped. The images froze in place and all the worlds ceased their rotation. Everything in the room became completely still, except for the image of my self. However, this image of my self was without a form. I was a swirling energy field, which was the only source of movement within the entire room. All the many worlds, which once revealed life, thought, movement and emotion were totally still.
I traveled from image to image observing the worlds that were stopped in mid-motions. Wars stopped with unexploded bombs in the air, parades halted with marchers holding one leg held in preparation for the next step and Starships hovered motionless in space. Every person, place and thing was totally still.
“What happened,” I asked the unseen Arcturian.
“You left time.”
Somehow, I totally understood that concept. I peaked into the many realities and realized that they were moving, but so slowly in comparison to me that they appeared to be still. I looked at my flowing, form of pure energy surrounded my myriad bubbles of reality floated through silent, streams of light.
“What if I went backward, and instead of the realities flowing out from my core, they flowed back into my core? Would I travel back in time?” I telepathically asked the Arcturian.
“Try it and see,” was its response.
I thought about trying to get back in time by reversing the process that took me out of time, but wondered if I really wanted to do that. After pondering that question, I decided I wanted more freedom from time. Time had always been a bit of a burden.
Hence, I decided to experience more of my formless state. However, I did peak into several of the surrounding bubbles of reality to see if I had a body in any of them. I did this, just in case I could not remember how to get back into form without joining a reality. Somewhere, in this room had to be the bubble of reality in which I was in a holosuite on an Arcturian Starship learning about time.
There were so many realities. I didn’t want to look into them all. Of course, I could find the Signature Frequency of that specific reality! But, in order to do that, I would have to remember how I was feeling, what I was thinking and who I was being so that I could recall the Signature Frequency.
I would like to say that I closed my eyes, but being a formless swirl of light, I had no eyes. Hence, I could only go into my imagistic memory. I remembered how I felt in the room when I entered the void of my core. I felt the total darkness of the void within and the dark room around me. The darkness actually brought a strange comfort. Yes, it was the comfort of having a form.
I was greatly enjoying being formless, but was also a bit concerned that I would not be able to return to a body, just incase I wanted to. I remembered the feel of my body after I had set immobile for an unknown period of time. Time, it was already becoming a choice rather than a symbol for being alive.
I was not in time NOW, and I felt completely alive, vibrant and free. The juxtaposition of feeling in a body, which was cramped, tired and in pain, pulled my energy field toward a certain one of the many bubbles of reality. I did not resist and allowed the images and sensation to direct my flow. Then, I found myself interfacing with one of the reality bubbles and decided to look inside.
Bad idea! I was instantly pulled into that reality. The room was dark, and I was inside of a dense form that hurt in every imaginable fashion. My mind was racing with undirected thoughts, my emotions were only dimly controlled and the body was so dense that it felt as though my energy had hit a dense wall.
I tried to pull back from the onrushing density, but it was too late. I was pulled into the darkness, into the thoughts, into the emotions and into the body. “Ouch!“ was my first comment. I spoke? I had a voice and thoughts were in me rather than around me. I was no longer a flowing energy field and my body was the dense form with which I had just collided.
I tried to get out that body, as it no longer felt like me. But it was too late. I was trapped in time once again. However, now that I had experienced the freedom of being in the NOW I was determined free myself again.